yvette spirit

back to life~

2011-02-16T21:11:00.002+08:00

i m back to life again since 14 of March..
new year and i had a happy start of the year..
20 of January...which is when my Valentine starts...
Once ppl say "if you were in love with the right person, everyday will be your Valentine Day"
Yeah~ i agree with that...
'cause i am lucky to have a boy that cares bout me right from his heart core..
He's also someone who always in my heart...will be worry no matter where and when, sometimes when i m not able to reach him...kinda miss him so much...
although i know that i did hurt him before we are together....
But i found that i m juz so happy and glad to have you...
i m not goin to let go my hand no matter what...
you are my concern now...
smile always
no more plaster
healthy
is wat you want me to

i want you to take care yourself...
sleep early
do not sleep late night
smile always
healthy always too

baby..love ya...^^

the last day of being sullenic

2010-03-11T14:46:00.003+08:00

yvette saw,
you are not the you i know before. where had you gone...i miss you...please wat had happen to change you into this sullen sea...dun you forget you have me? i always know you...people that hurt you will get back for his own...things won't be wonderful,sometimes there will be up and down in this life...you must remember wat you had dreamt and what you want...dun fell this time...you will be tougher after this...all those nostalgic melody juz let it go...dun put yourself in the perilous sea...look at me...i will be with you....
from: yvettesaw

ntg gonna change my sadness

2010-03-04T15:05:00.003+08:00

there will be sun 2mr
but i feel no more
i had tried to walk out frm the dusk
but seems like i m lost...
is there anyone that can hold me up
maybe there will be
but i can't see
the memories will always be with me
wanna be the happy me
seems like i had fail it.
a sense of melancholy
bring me back to the tragedy
i found the sullen me
tears falling in me
wanna put back broken me
but i seem to lost part of me
where is the piece of me
there is no answer for it
sunshine will fall on me
i think time will heal me
bring back the piece of me

wonderful trip

2009-11-17T12:23:00.004+08:00

this is the last trip J3F had...
we enjoy our time there...everything is fine..
we have a time to play together..and the time we saw the gentleman in our class..
they are so brave and good...the first time i saw the guys are so volunteer for help...
should i be touching?? haha...
i miss those time we gather in a room, almost 40 ppl in a room, the room is so so warm, and ghost story, joke, some girl stuff...lol...we plan to watch for the sun rising the nxt morning so we think bout lot of things to talk about but everybdy is tired for a whole day playing at last at 4am everybdy had fallen asleep...i woke up at 5am but found that nobdy is willing to wake up so i go out of the room and enjoy my time alone but i fallen asleep outside...haiz...but my phone woke me up and i went back to the room and have a good sleep....
something bout the trip is not good, is the activity must be outdoor so the days is raining so a lot of the activity must be cancelled...haiz...
wat a sad story...
but after this trip, we are going to seperate, i will miss everybody..

yeah...over..evrything over..

2009-10-27T20:12:00.002+08:00

today is the last day di..evrything is over...
me and you....
exam see you nxt year...
i'm goin to hapoy
this comoing days
we are going to play at skul
and prepare for the choir competition at skul...jia you to J3F the last competition di
evrybdy gambateh...and please to love and spend ur time wisely...our last year together...and last time to practise together...gonna miss you guys..
hope that we can still be together nxt year...always miss you guys

UEC...i 'm coming

2009-10-20T23:44:00.005+08:00

two days more is our UEC exam...
somebdy might ask me what am i doin here right...
i must be study right now..but i juz fade up study di...
so i m coming here to have fun lo...
anyone have a joke to share here...?
this few days i lost my smile...pls give me some smile...
i nidda be happy...
UEC....i nid to fight you with my happiness...i can't lose myself...
i won't scare you...come on...
yvette VS UEC..

result: YVETTE WON...UEC K.O

burden of pmr..."bye"

2009-10-13T16:11:00.003+08:00

at last today finish the pmr exam...
hope that can get 5 A's lo...
chinese,eng,math,kh,geo...
hope my dream comes true...
pmr is much easier than the UEC
(sry for those SK students...i m not arrogant juz fact)

after that....me have to study for UEC...
Five days dunnid to sleep di...during the exam we can just rest when we need to eat.
me goin to play bye...

@@sick@@

2009-09-30T05:18:00.003+08:00

At last, me fall sick already after this few days studying...(so hardworking..not like me) my thoart is like going to tear out my whole body..very very painful...help me....ntg can cure me....seems like this time is the serious wan...
still have two days for the exam to finish...i can rest for one day only becoz sunday nid to go back to school for the UEC ART exam...that one have to reach skul at 8am till afternoon 5pm...MANIAC+MAD+CRAZY+BORING...

Later gonna try to rest for awhile before goin to skul....very tired...
DRINK MORE WATER DURING THIS KIND OF HAZZY WEATHER..ALL DA BEST for all of my beloved ones...

History..FAINT@@

2009-09-25T15:08:00.002+08:00

2mr is history exam...what the...so many things nid to study...especially the MALAYSIA history SULTAN HERE AND SULTAN THERE...gonna faint di...why should there be history in the world to make the human suffering frm that..? why must we study them??
AMerican is not studying our history though....

What to do...now??
if i touch the book..my eyes...straight away..close....am i going to fail my history...i dunn wan that...arhhhh....
@-@ tonight goin to stay up again...oh no....

dreams...

2009-09-22T11:14:00.004+08:00

everybody has a dream...
i m not a special ones...
in my heart, deep in my heart core...
there's a dream
it's to become a forensic surgeon...
maybe some might say why i would like this kind of things..
for information,
i love that kind of stuff...
helping those ppl to find out the reason of death is a kind of enjoyment..
dun you think so??
FORENSIC...
but to study this stream might take half of my life there...
a lot to study for this subject...
BUT,
I will do my best to become a
FORENSIC SURGEON...
Not in Malysia...(not impossible)
i will prefer to stay in other country, or just migrate there...
right to my specious dream...
GAMBATEH...
STUDY HARD...
I won't put myself down or give up..

So for those who have a gorgeous dream....
PLS don't give up...
Stand up from where you fell down...
Make your way to your dream..
Dream is always in front of your eyes...
Either to take it or just let it go...
We must do our best...
so wish you
ALL DA BEST...

yVette..

Xue Yi here...

2009-09-20T13:46:00.003+08:00

refer to the title...
Han Kai rite? juz a few months after our concert...then you completely forgot who am i....what a shame....so sad to hear that....
later i go back to La Voce after exam i will kill you....for forgetting who am i....

this few months or week...(blur blur) i m not updating my blog...becoz a lot of stuff is coming...exams....3 together...so do you think i still have time to hang around here a lot..?
Btw, juz to inform someone who nearly forget me..i m xue yi....dun forget me again...

Test, Exams....all together, gotta so bz...and scared for the exams....seems like books and books aren't going to finish study,...everything seems to juz vanish after study....help.....i dun wan to fail my exams...dreams must come true...if i fail myself ....better for me to die...
K, gotta study...bye...
Wish everybdy...have a nice day...

pmr trial exam is over

2009-08-29T20:37:00.002+08:00

today is saturday, holiday, but not for us for the whole long week...
during this few days holiday, we are taking our pmr trial exam, juz a word to conclusion....
the bm is damn.....just using in Malaysia and some other Islam country but why must we torture ourself , what the hell we study for, not using it in other country, after secondary school, college is not using anymore....

grrrrr,..............

pass about this, hate hate hate...watever,...skip this part....unhappy things have to throw it away..

frens

2009-07-22T21:07:00.003+08:00

frens is to always be happy, Right i know that, but why is there so many unhappy stuff happening?? i hate this kind of frenship, everyone have a nice dream world, nice imagination world, but why are there something that can be happen to make all our dreams over?

Life is hard, but without fear, without pain, without sorrow, without arguement, is there a place suitable for this fact? The answer is "NO"
i try to fight myself for not posting the anger of myself here, but sometimes we have to let someone know that she is such a bad person in our eyes, although she din meant that but just to tell her to change her bad point to good, is there anything we done wrong??
I　ＤＵＮＮＯ！
stupid, i dunno
with my love to my frens, this arguement is not a hurting point for us, it just tied us tighter, for our frenship, make us more tough, this sense of melancholy will pass through, but it will always to be remembered as a process!

I thought you were my miracles
That i confuse my feeling,
with the truth
I thought you felt it too
but you don't
when there was me and you

time come and go, you come and go too, but the memories will always stayed

郑晶晶（2）

2009-07-22T20:32:00.002+08:00

文接下篇。。。。。

每天摆臭脸，要不是好心的人（不是我）看都不看你一眼叻！那张脸，熏死人啊！咸鱼味满天飞！幽灵般的脸，天气热也没必要，冻死人吧！队，我是一向来喜欢幽灵，但你在幽灵界也默默无闻，而且是臭到爆！僵尸都给你吓跑了！碍手，碍脚有碍眼，阻住整个地球转！收皮啦！不要脸的，脸皮厚，就去胶质，做一点mask会薄一点！

你这张脸，不要以为被罪或就了不起，看看那些追过你的人啦，“七个傻，八个坏，九个呆，还有一个没人爱。。。”就是因为你也好不到哪里去，吗人家cheap,早一下镜子啦，好骗，天真无邪！“我太傻了”---阿娇！拜托！矜持不是这样装得啦！不要以为你恨expensive，拒绝人家，还要我们做替死鬼！CHEAP!!!!! 这样讲，很恨，但你贱，我们当然也不落后，陪你贱到底！每天装一幅可怜兮兮的样子，做到像我们欺负你，你受了很多委屈！好心你啦，要可怜的是你的“阿四”他们吧！

吵架后，你第一个恶人先告状，委屈的人都没有告状，默默忍受你的污辱，你却这样cheap,去找老师“老师，我很想和他们和号（哭）”听了都没有一点真心，诚意：send msg 给玮和婷，每个人看了都没有感动，全都没有感受到你的真心，只是感受到你忘了把我们检起来丢进垃圾桶，再循环！Aiya 不能怪啦，你一开始就cheap再先，所以现在我们在变贵一点咯！这样就算了，以为我好欺负，要跟我装熟，拜托啦~不要每天跟我们借东西，伽都反感了，自己不会带啊？？不是很有money的啊，驾大车不是啊？以前不是直接抢啊，现在突然之间改型，天塌下来了，我不知所措！

最近，又听我们讲话，让自己新岁，自作自受，活该！装听不到有这样好受吗？叫我们帮你买东西，“thank you, 谢谢“有讲吗？讨厌你这种人，负责任一点又不会死，死爱脸！！面子很重要吗？对你这种人有用吗？你的脸是真得很厚，去一下胶质，我没骗你！爱护自己的脸！然后自己的脸喷一点香水，再出来，免得熏死人！不要做杀人犯哦！

或许看这篇文章的人，觉得我很幼稚，可是我们都大了，事情原本不用闹到老师那，现在，只能以语言来讽刺一个比我们更幼稚的小孩子！伤害她我们也不想，自己的事，自己处理啦，不要每天拿着pampers叫老师帮你包啦！vomit...
我把这些po上网，是让他家看清楚，他的真面目！别再掉入陷阱！我们受伤了，希望你们保重！
i hate to do this things inside my nice blog, but on some special case , this girl is damn.....f......can stand her bad attitude, make used of everyone then throw away just like the rubbish. Do you wan to be a rubbish,?? NO ,yes No, but still she dun no her fault, wat a sad news! god bless her...

DEaf

2009-07-22T15:14:00.003+08:00

I'm deaf for
A day....
Don't got shocked...
because i'm sick
Pain covering all over my ear...
got better when i go for the doctor...
more better than i'm deaf...
the doctor is JAWS
just a few touch
RM150...
=.=
lots of medicine....

郑晶晶

2009-07-21T05:32:00.005+08:00

在2008年，我们有共同的话题，共同的兴趣，结成了8朵金花，8姐妹，一起度过的欢乐时光，我们都不曾忘记！或许去年，我们都还不了解彼此，都觉得我们很好，永远都分不开，我们友情自间的的坚固，是没有人能够分得开！就在这奇妙的缘分下，我们又与就建立起来，就入new couple一样，一开始轰轰烈烈的，天天秘密，无忧无虑！！好怀念从前哦！就像你说的一样，好怀念我们自间曾拥有的欢乐，可是如今还有人员一受气吗？？难道我们是傻瓜吗？？答案，我们都不是，所以不要那么天真了啦！我们之间是没有可能了，所以别以为那老师当靠山，我们就会乖乖就范，慢慢等！

转眼到了2009年，庆祝友情1岁了！！"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you..." 想起这生日歌，就想起为彼此过生日的日子是多么的幸福，开心！！咳！假期是我买了好多的手信，一各人的喜好，特点！每个人的需要！我们都开开心心的，坐在同一组，8朵金花，口号“不分离”也许是大家黏得太紧了，感情好到更了解一个人，更看透一各人的真心！就如伽所说的，“路遥知马力，日就见人心” 我们可以忘记你，但不会忘记我们曾拥有过的时光美好！忘记一个把每个人当佣人来利用的人，就像丢掉一个寄生虫！这么简单。。

不愉快的事也渐渐开始萌芽了！或许我是比较孤僻的人，所以有时候，8朵金花“开会”时，我都没有到，可是玮会跟我讲，姐妹是没有秘密的。我也不知道最近有更劲爆的消息，我还不清楚，晶晶，你在我们的花群里或许是最娇小的一个，成绩不怎么理想，迁就你，我们是因该的，还是活该的?现在的局势，我们的确是活该的！之前，我们是7朵金花，7 姐妹，是你被另一方挤出来，然后再来我们这里满足你有朋友的欲望！当初，我们好心收留你，却逐渐变成，你是主人，我们是下人。我们就渐渐被你的娇小的“美色”骗得团团转！很好玩吗？？这样将对你很公平，找遍全世界的人来为我们评评理，因为我从来就没有做过你得吓人，我从没向你低头！我会耍恨，但玮跟伽不会！在你面前，我或许是个好好人，可以跟我谈谈，可是我要告诉你，你太低估我了，我是有着天使的面孔，在心里却住着一个恶魔！你或许会说你恨少得罪我，可是你得罪了我们7朵金花里的姐妹，也就等于间接伤害我！我有权去讨厌你，恨你，那时我的思想自由，我想什么，你是不能控制的，我想做的，也是我的自由，别想操控我们，我们不要做你的傀儡！
我不像玮和伽那样软，我以硬来对付你这个魔鬼，对待你苛刻的要求！我受的伤害当然比玮和伽来得轻！

或许，你从不认为自己的行为是属于利用我们，可是在我们眼里，听进耳里，是多么的刺耳，感受到的不是你的真心，而是你的私心。我们感受到的不是你的不耻下问，而是把我们循环，循环，再循环！这么说来，或许很伤你吧，但对你心软，受伤的人却更多！难道你没有伤害别人吗？你的口不择言，破口大骂上了伽！说人家cheap，卑鄙，无耻，等等难听的词眼，难道你不是吗？？伽帮了你那么多忙，你还骂她，说真的你才是cheap,卑鄙，无耻，下流......难道他们是义务帮你吗？他为何要帮你呢？你是把他当“阿四”啊？所以她理所当然要帮你哦！想的美吧！只从你骂了一堆刺耳的话，没有人愿意帮你了！你自由了，就如你自己说得可以脱下面具做人了！还说“诗婷生气了，怎么办？？我的力克还要靠她的叻”你难道说这不是利用嘛。唉，算了，现在你可以解脱了，走吧！去你的世界吧，我们这里融不下你了。我们不是垃圾，不需要的“好心”把我们recycle,recycle.....我们受够了！！如果是我，我一巴掌，赏你都便宜你了！

beloved Michael Jackson..(late blessing)

2009-07-11T19:21:00.003+08:00

beloved M.J was gone....

Sorry that I'm late to post this up...i m quite busy this days...

First to said...

At first I dunno much of M.J not till his death...

When he was still alive, so much of negative articles 'bout him but he don't seems to feel annoying anyway...Maybe now he will get his freedom from those Paparazzi..get away from the bad news of himself...

God Bless Him...

Seems like every genius in this cruel world, will left us earlier...M.J, Edison, Newton, Lincolm....

What a price they have to pay for their fame and knowledge...

Just untill their death we will regret why don't we spend more time with them...

This is reallity, we won't care about something not untill when it was gone, then we will cry for it...

Listening to his song, think back those wonderful time the King of Pop dancing on the stage, the spectators faint, yelling, enjoying....what a successful artist/musician...composing songs for the starving children, helping them from the bad condition...what he said" Children should be protected...you are not alone..."

"Another day has gone

I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold.....

You are not alone

For I'm here with you

Though you far apart

I'm here to stay...."

Try to listen his Childhood...

What a sad Childhood he had...

untitiled

2009-06-20T15:22:00.004+08:00

god bless me...the result is coming out today...yeah it's not my budget anyway i m so fade up..
btw, ntg to do with that...it's end...new semester is coming so catch up this time lo...
(oppss....juz now my fist got stuck in the stone...so panic...straight away use hand to held him up..now wet wet...wash di ...)
well...this day end up like a maniac....
project project and project...i can say that i m such a pro...bcoz we usually have to finish the project using 3 months time..but me use 3 days for sejarah project....2 days for geografi....(i m not lying bout that...it's 100% true)
after this project project and project...there come 125 maths question....actually we have to finish during the holiday time...but such pro like us ....din do any..so i use 2 days to finish 125 quetions..plus other extra question...and homework...
MULTI-TASk is what m i ...this is not only a nickname or watever...it's true to describe such person like me...
friends...if you are same as me..you are pro and MULTI-TASK....you mus be proud with that...

CHU-- gambateh in you refree job...you will be upgrading ...dun worry...sometimes a little bit of trouble means nothing for sucess...
P/s the girl No:12 is very beautiful...can try to pikat lo....(got chance o...)

Kim-- gambateh in your study to0...nice hair cut...more handsome o....my cousin study the same subject as you too....quite enjoying...keep it up..nxt time help me design lo...

2009-06-18T08:18:00.002+08:00

oh my ...using blog in the morning...continue at home later gonna go...\
mdm anna is grumbling

such a life...

2009-06-16T20:56:00.002+08:00

standing in the wind
alone..
what is in my mind...
the meaning of life?
how to go on your life?
thinking in a way that's not my life.
so confused.
ya...
maybe that's all...
everything is juz a past tense
look to the front and you will find others...
finding you own life...
loving your beloved ones.
smiling to the shining star...
what a starry night..
hope to become a shining star
i will be the way for the lost ones
bringing light and warm to them
meaningful
lonely is what i have to pay
become a shining star with no ones accompany

art competition...2nd prize...

2009-06-15T19:50:00.003+08:00

yesterday is My Art Studio carnival day, we go for the competition....(actually not exactly a competition is improve the family connection)
Btw, first planning what to draw...then call T.K ask him if coming anot...then he forget aledi...
ok that's good...then ask him to help then half-half we draw...
the prize also half-half we seperate....
3 years di...we din get any prize, then this year...yahoo...2nd prize...
joyful...nxt time i m gonna upload those photo..but not today...coz still have lotz of things to do...

today scul reopen then so much things to do...haiz...
enjoying too...not bad...better than sitting at home ntg to do..
competition is coming...haiz..
concert is coming...(violin)
exam is coming...
everything is coming in the same time...
so gambateh lo...jia you...

back from camp...

2009-06-02T16:37:00.003+08:00

yo...back from the camp.....

i enjoy myself there....i learnt a lot of stuff....

=secret msg

=handmade bridge...(we won)

=bubble that won't "pop"

=water that won't came out from the tube...

although the experiment is quite boring...but i did learn lotz of things....
i din sleep well...the hostel is damn hot and a lot of mosquitoes...everyone is blaming bout that...lol
btw, someone make me unhappy the first night...coz he broke my rubik cube...i m here to tell you...rubik cube is my life...i nid to tidy her up at night b4 i sleep...but that day it broke...omg...
i so worry bout that....
the nxt day god bless me....he repair for me...but i m still angry...
this time we are goin for science camp...
but seems like we are goin to a grow fat camp...
one day 6 meals...like pig...
they thought we are pig???
sit for 2 hours then eat...sit 2 hours then eat

an old topic...

2009-05-28T15:20:00.003+08:00

H1N1 a kind of influenza virus...
it start from MEXICO
actually this kind of virus already have it since hundred years ago....
by that time almost the whole country is dying..
by now although the total of the death is a lot...bring a lot of sadness but the technology is improving..we must proud and praise for that..
before that Malaysia kept a result of 0% infected...but now the record had been renew by 2 guys.
hope that they could recover faster...
MAY GOD BLESS THEM

i got some info bout a SPANYOL influenza
19 century there is a kind of virus look alike like the SARS today ...
by the time this virus start from SPANYOL girl...so it got a name SPANYOL GIRL influenza
it kill a lot of ppl too...
so sad...so as what i said we must praise for the doctor and technology...

days to the holiday and science camp

2009-05-28T15:07:00.001+08:00

2 more days is the science camp
so exciting...wanna take photo for that...
my enjoying time...
hope everything is going well...
by the way...although it's hols but lots and lots of homework and project have to do...
after coming back from camp..i gonna start hard working on my staff...
NIE
SEJARAH
GEOGRAFi
CHINESE
BM
BIO
ENG
MATH
HIS
GEO chinese

walao a...so many things to do...help...some are report..some homework 4x4
omg...god save me...

few minutes frm now..

2009-05-24T13:26:00.004+08:00

i m goin to start the challenge of finish 22 poster in 4 hours....
so cool....
i dunno why teacher is in such a hurry....
tml have to give her b4 12pm...
gotta go in a hurry....haiz...
2ml i din go to scul...so dun have to decorate till 6pm...damn tired...
grandma is still in the hospital...have to visit her in Penang..so i can't go to scul...
miss her so much...
i m still thinking if i m goin back to choir this hols...
because got to go check up...and camp...haiz...bz holiday...
I LOVE IT

posters day....

2009-05-23T22:32:00.004+08:00

this day after exam seems like having lots of competition....
can't even catch my breath...dun even have a time to breath for fresh air...
last friday the speech for the speech...
this thursday art competition...hope that i won't get a bad result...
this friday choral speaking screening...(kind of weird first time have this kind of competition..)
today...the teacher who is involve in the decorating group for the open ceremony of our skul 天文台。She combine groups of person. one is our class 6 person....one is prefect...
OUR GROUP 6 ppl...
going to past up 10 poster in 1.5 days that means 36 hours...finish 2 sets of banners, 12 sets of the activiti poster, 8 for the autobiography for the speakers and the contents and title...OMG damn killing me...i m not goin to scul on Monday too...so 2ml gotta get back to scul....make our best to finish what we can...
next tuesday speech competition and singing presentation...(boring)

Must i say that i make it myself...some yeah...but some is being force...
by the way....
I WILL STAND UP..FINISH EVERYTHING I CAN
GAMBATEH...

oh my...the result is coming...scary

2009-05-15T20:08:00.003+08:00

today is an enjoying day....teacher just give out the result then let us play with our own...
me gonna hurry up finish my project lo...me and WEI work hard to finish...
my result is okay...improve a lot ...but one subject drop a lot....by the way...so far so good..
i think that dun put so stress study i will get more good result than i study like hell...
so at last i decide to study with fun...just play while no mood to study...
at least i know that i have improve ....and even though the result is bad...i won't sad like last time..cause i really din study hard...everyday sing k...my fren all shake head there..
MATH 85
BM 77
ENG 82 (AT LAST GOT A..)
CHE secret..but pass...high than 70

the recent me...

2009-05-14T20:26:00.003+08:00

me looks more boy now..so dun scream when you saw the photo...

2009-05-14T20:13:00.004+08:00

okay...here come me...and FEI....so cheecky...lol....

me looks bad.... TENG looks extremly happy....look at her white teeth....

opps...the photo seems to out of frame...sorry bout your face

2009-05-14T19:59:00.007+08:00

here comes the photo of naughty us....my technique is not good...sorry for missing you head...thx for the co-operating..i know you work very hard to take this photo...we got NG for 4 times to take a nice view...

sorry for missing out your head again...by the way...we looks good isn't it...trying so hard too..

hey hey....opps....TENG gonna kill me for that....sorry ....pls.i m scare...i told you i m not good..lol

today schedule.....yeah...

2009-05-14T19:44:00.004+08:00

today, ya...TENG and FEI came to my house.....
ya..you will be asking why there are just so little ppl....
yes....i m here to scold somebdy, put me aeroplane.....remember....
1, coupling....
1, go dentist...
2, no transpot....
1, said too girly not fun...
1, hostel student...
2, society...

hey so bad....yeah, some did told me a night before 2day, but what bout the others???
the aeroplane there "present" me is damn damn big....

by the way, guess what...me sore throat....soundless..can't speak a lot...no more voice...
because juz now...shouting, screaming, yelling for 2 hours...(not long time...but it's long for a sick person....especially with sore throat recently...)

mum is shaking her head outside when we sing the "live for you" Y2J.....
we sang extremely bad....almost frighten everyone...
firstly we are juz playing with the "dolly" sound...then the key is damnly high...then keep shouting...
hovering around the house then came upstair to watch the " bu liang xiao hua"...
laughing and laughing because the "xiao hua" looks alike with SYUEN....lol...(dun angry when you saw...me, TENG and HUI agree too....)

n3w h@ir cUt...AGAIN

2009-05-13T15:50:00.003+08:00

2day go for hair cut again....
you will ask why...i m here to tell you....
these days...the hair in front of my fore head is damn long...so i can't stand then go to change a new hairstyle....
by the way, after shower....my head is so light....seems like dun hav hair....
relax...i really enjoy short hair...i can wash my hair whenever i like ....do anything i like on my hair....
last time when my hair is long....must always let my hair in a good condition...dun dare to touch oso...
now suka suka can make it messy then tidy up again in a few minutes...
like that SHAO WEI la....always mess my hair...last time i can pull his hair...but now he cut a rambutan head..lol...damn funny....
i will upload the photo soon....

2mr last day for exam...yeah....
damn happy...2mr TENG, NATILLE, JIA, HUI, SYUEN, and one more JIA maybe...coming to sing k...lol...got so exciting...my house is goin to rock...
2mr gotta take photo...damn love you guys...
gambateh...
all da best for exam ...
flee for study..tata

one more playing day....

2009-05-10T17:58:00.003+08:00

guess what? i m doin bad things again....haiyoyo...
see ,2mr exam, okay...
not yet study.....
watching "fast and furious" so enjoying ya ....
later singing k....2 hours....
my soar throat also disappear..
everybdy is in study mode...but me still relax mode...
2mr exam dying....

later sleep damn early and wake 2mr damn early....study...if not...fail lo....
now mum is still enjoying singing....
actually just now my AUNTS came here....lotz of ppl....my house is bursting....
cousins coming around...take route to sing....if not can't go home...
my uncle and aunt sing like an artist....yeah they take part in DOZENS of competiton...
today's mothers day so wish my mum and everybdy happy mothers' day....

a new blog....

2009-05-09T17:29:00.003+08:00

i m goin to open a new blog....
it's my 5th blog......the blog...is a kind of place for you guys to say anything or whatever....
it's my own personal.."BLOG ON AIR"......
this idea came into me yesterday....while i m listening to a song...C'est la vie..
it's a nice song....

Forever is a nice song too...and the lyrics is extremely touching...the music is fantastic..very sullen feeling

here's the lyrics
I stand alone in the darkness
the winter of my life came so fast
memories go back to childhood
to days i still recall

O how happy I was then
There was no sorrow there was no pain
Walking through the green fields
Sunshine in my eyes

I'm still there everywhere
I'm the dust in the wind
I'm the star in the northern sky
I never stayed anywhere
I'm the wind in the trees
Would you wait for me forever
Would you wait for me forever
Will you wait for me forever

here to wish my little brother----happy birthday
Jie jie can't send you a present...so sry...hope you good there....
love you...

hello...exam...wakey wakey...no playing lo

2009-05-08T14:45:00.003+08:00

haha, exam coming, no, is examing now...
ok there is few more days to go...this mid year exam me quite relax....i din stress or force myself to study, everyday still goin normal, have a nap then go swimming or play badminton....yesterday me still singing k...lol....
EXAM said:" do you take me seriously. i'm very important you know....wakey wakey, faster study for me la..."
ME:" What la , i know you VERY VERY important, but no use...everytime because of you i get scold or sad....wth are you, you think you very pro?? i dun think so..relax is more important than you...dun you know what is freedom....last exam i study very hard for you ...but what did you give me....a bad result i can't imagine or afford...."
EXAM:" hey dun say till me like this leh...."
ME:" WHO CARES BOUT YOU?? you can ask for feedback..do you think i m the only one who dun like you ....cheh....tak tahu malu....shame shame...

There goes EXAM sobbing in the dark corner.....lol
evryone gambateh lo....

i had put down everything bout you....
wth are you doin is none of my buisness...yeah..(first of all, i'm the one who bother that..dunno why)
changing without you....
you are no more important for me anymore...
i m annoying but you din told me...ya ..somebdy wake me frm this bad dream i had so long...
by the way i m a easy come easy go person...before i put down everything...won't forget to wish you "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"...thanks for everything...

forgetting is not hard....because i m a forgetful person...
then ntg much to do to forget you....yeah...
gotta sleep tata...

sullening day

2009-05-05T21:29:00.004+08:00

this time mid year exam...dun have the mood to study, just wondering here and there, playing whole day long, and sleeping......everyone seems to study hard,but just the me, staring at the blue blue sky....

by the way, besides of studying for exam, me bought a book few days ago, it's about the ghost sonata, they are investigating about the spirit that haunted them....wow, so interesting....i even put this story in my composition exam....i create the ending myself, not bad...i like it....

days is passing like hell... why not the time slow down just for an hour that's too terrible, everything is coming to the end soon, few more months later, we are goin to seperate....
maybe i shouldn't be sad, our eight sister, is facing the sister apocalypse...
aiz...what to do, just sit there by myself, write what i wan, do what i wan, just be the individual....
quite enjoying...
kind of missing someone, the New Age music get me a profound sense of melancholy, someone seems to forget me, and i m slowly getting out of the dark side of me...maybe the person is nowhere to be found....ya....hope he is goin good....take care....
fleeing...tata..

我知道了。。。对不起

2009-05-03T14:02:00.002+08:00

我们
就这样完了吗？
八朵金花就这样凋谢吗?
我知道我有错
对不起
有时候我是讲话不经大脑
但是我也反省了
对不起。
这个结局我也不想要，
请你们原谅我
如果真的不行
。。。
我也必须承担着后果
婷，对不起，去年那件事，我不是故意说的，是不小心，我的一时糊涂，造成了对你的伤害，对不起
玮，昨天的事情，我向你道歉。

私人的空间，对我不因该侵犯，可是，朋友不是应该坦率吗？？？
就算你们不说，造成的误会，就像这样，我不是故意要这样，可是我似乎被你们遗忘了。
我有时很伤心，为什么你们每次都讲一些不想让我知道的悄悄话，话说我们是八朵金花，不是应该相依为命的吗？我真得很惭愧，昨晚没睡好，为了这件事情，我想了很多东西。。。
捆在我心里，还有许多的事情，每人和我分担。。。。
抱歉，我让你们伤心，失望。。。我会从此消失，我不再听任何你们之间的秘密。
消失，
在没人的街道上
独自承担苦痛
这是我的惩罚
最后
大家的伤口也会愈合

对，玮，说得对，我再也不是一个真诚的朋友。对不起，我伤害了你们。。。。

exam....no feeling

2009-05-01T20:47:00.003+08:00

two days later there comes the "scary" "horrible" mid year exam......it's vry important to all of us...but...no choice to get good result...i m not expecting that i can pass with flying colours....no mood to study at all...still sitting there watching tv...reading story books....

i did study , just for awhile...get know of some points..that's all....
feel like losing something....like profound sense of mecholancy.....
admit something...this few days having a weird dreams...saw someone that i miss....and my frens...the great sense of losing them....

yeah, this few days, really living like the zombie...freakening out here....
few days ago, there was a mistake made by me...coz something terrible...crying there...sobbing..
i m really a stupid....
i din really do that to hurt you all...i didn't mean it....
but why dun you all tell me earlier so i realize that....
yeah i know you all scared to tell me but pls la....
now things was going worse....
frenship between us must be rebuild under this misunderstanding statement...
we once said we are 8 sister...now i dun wanna to break this relationship between us....
forgive me that i done something wrong...
always love you guys...

snoring....the hot weather

2009-04-28T06:02:00.003+08:00

since a week ago...there is no raining anymore....RAIN i miss you out so much...(not the superstar..) standing out of the house you will felt like evaporating under the sun....oh gosh...!!! hot hot hot...

having a nap in the afternoon seems to be a good thing once upon a time...but now....sweating while sleeping so uncomfortable.....air cond must be on for 24 hours ...so bad....i know that the earth is dying i hope not to on it...but really can't stand the hot weather....

many ppl is sick these days...me too....sored throat haiz.....
i must recover faster lo....if not can't go for exam with good condition....
exam is coming in 6 days time...fearing...sometimes really freaking out of exam

yesterday chatting about boys and girls....asking zhi wei and chun hao something...i get a lot of info....
i m sry to hear that....NATILLE , i dun mean it...i won't betray you....( you know what i m talking a bout) dun be sad maybe that's not the truth...

i have no idea what to say this day...ntg much happening...juz some peaceful day before exam....
the penetrating exam cold is coming freezing....haiz...
gigiling this few days...for some jokes

a great sadness

2009-04-20T06:04:00.002+08:00

喜欢是一种罪吗？任何喜欢的东西，都被世界没收考试这词眼不可以消失吗？因为它的出现，世界上出现了比较许多人因此丧失了生命。为了分数大家有了嫉妒小鱼恨透这个充满比较，嫉妒，憎恨的世界自由也因为这些讨厌的恶魔，渐渐的飞到远方，不再回来了从前的自由，开心，都也渐渐的随着岁月，藏到心底里，不再展现出来了小鱼虽然表面是一个没有伤痛，没有心事，没有苦恼的女孩，但却没有人知道，他的世界里世寂寞，没有自由，快乐，受约束的生活一个人的时候，小鱼会沉默，想着自己的事，静静地听着音乐，享受那音符的跳动，大自然的声音，那么扣人心弦，那时小鱼为以抒发感情的途径。音乐，带动着他的心，把所有埋在心底的话，随着音乐的飘动，写在日记里，不让人知道。虽然在小鱼妈妈的眼里，小鱼不曾是一个聪明，乖巧的女孩，但小鱼关心家人，表达爱意的方法，的确是不同，小鱼不会装出一副乖巧的样子，但有时他会暗地里帮忙他妈妈做家务，但妈妈不知道。所以在妈妈看到的小鱼，是一个不懂得帮忙的孩子，但小鱼只是把伤痛埋在自己的心里。从前，小鱼会找人诉说如今，唯一能诉说的人，都已经失去了联络电话也差点被没收，因为曾经用了很多钱唯一能诉说的也只有日记了，她常常把日记呆在身上，不让它离开自己。有一片浓郁森林有一片嫩绿的草原有一颗老树孤独掌控整片寂静的森林不老去，也不枯萎就像心里的伤痛，挥之不去独自的留在心里没有人知道那种孤独，伤痛烙印永远都在那里曾经的一切，永远都会烙在心里因此小鱼知道，快乐，自由，幸福，使人人因该有的小鱼知道自己失去的，但他不想让别人也失去因此小鱼，常常把快乐，欢乐带给她的朋友，因此朋友眼里的她是一个开朗，没有烦恼的小鱼。自由自在的小鱼，从来都不伤心,但没有人能理解他的孤独。

damn invader part 2

2009-04-19T06:37:00.002+08:00

wat the...xxxx....thursday nite me bz doin my project, coz the P.J. Mah nid to check aldi...
at last when i m almost done about 11pm i on my msn .....( i juz on msn) b4 that i din chat...then my fren ask me smtg...then i try to help him oni....there come the damn invader.....
checking what da hell i m doin...pls la...that sucks you know....dun evryday interupt my precious life ...can you? i know you can't....
at last i finish my project at nite 12am....ok...go to bed....
yeah, the nxt day late to scul...get scold again....haizs....no comp for this few weeks...coz exam is coming..after exam i m goin to rush the rest of my project....

this few day i learn to finish the 3zx3 rubis cube...now i m trying to turn it in 1 mininute...i know it's kinda outdate...but now our class started to play again...haha....fun evryday teaching my fren...laster we can show-off...lol.....now wanna teach my sis...later we can have a competition between ourself....yeah....i wanna find the 4x4 but here most are 3x3..others have to buy at other place....aiz...so bad....one thing....my fren get blur blur....after i teach them they confuse which turn and wat 90 degree or 180 degree lol....
btw, nvm try your best, i will teach till you all know wan...so that's kind of sucess in me...take your time....jia you ...dun lose your confident with this things...

nice whole day

2009-04-16T20:52:00.004+08:00

morning post for the pieces blog....now posting for yvette,,,,
wake up in the dawn....breathe in the fresh air....so relax...
once upon a time....everything that make me cry,make me sad, evrything just being refresh...
sullen day had past, there came a nice bright tomorrow...
friends is always by your side, they will be there when you need them
days past smoothly, a quite bz english class today,lots of paper work, by the way i get some time to finish my books....then a silly geography class..the "horse" sweating like pig, haha, funny when looking at her; and boring maths class, no chance to have a chance to answer the question, teacher always pick those ppl only, lost interested in playing the :"1....2......4.....1......2.....3" everyone is fighting their best to let the teacher pick them...by the way some of us just do our homework, dun wanna to play anymore....; MML, okay, yeah boring...facing a "pile" of words, sort out the mistake, fill in the correct answer and lots more....bla....; back to class for history class, yeah the air cond had repaired feel cool again....lost the cold feeling for long long time....but after the air cond repaired it seems to be too cold.....going to wear high socks to school...better wear in the suit of eskimo....my place is as cold as the igloo....really( just for me...my opinion). it's a interesting history class...the teacher is good at this subject..it make us understand everything just in the form of story style....what a perfect teacher.....RECESS! at last i can go and eat....i have something soft....yeah....after that go back to class...talk talk talk....okay here comes the bio class that's what i like most.....today we talk about brain...what a brain looks like?? what is the function...what kind of diseases cause from brain .....so cool...hope that we a real, living brain, so that teacher can just open it out and let us have a "good look" in it....(yeah i m scary i know that...my fren say so...) last time because of the pig heart and grill experiments they can't have a proper meal...(some...) they felt uncomfortable...i m so sry for that ....i m jus the way i m ....haha...
going to rush my geography project...tata...see you...

drama...

2009-04-13T20:39:00.003+08:00

omg...today drama ...is the most "pro" actors in the world ....practise for 2 times then we juz step on the stage...starting to act as good as we can...Wei wei there laughing when "bathing" zhi wei....lol....btw...so far so good...ntg much...running here and there to find my members...dunno where had they gone....haiz...after that..juz as usual..go to Ai Hua eating with them....
because of the bracelet....usually i m goin to wait for them but this time is the turn they wait for me...(paiseh..)
when i m on the way home....lol....mum wanna to eat...first we wanna go and eat pisang goreng, but it din open on monday...so we decided not to eat but at last we go to Kayu Arang and buy Roti Canai...then 2 sotong...(big) GUESS WHAT??? 2 SOTONG RM16....(vomit,coughing..faint...)
the SOTONG IS IMPORT FROM U.S??? BLOODY EXPENSIVE ......almost can eat lot lots of things ....btw the sotong really taste good...so not much angry....it's damn delicious....
the whole day playing comp...damn happy...hehe....such a long time din on the comp....damn miss the comp...and blog....

further more...i had create a new blog....
www.pieceslife.blogspot.com pls to visit

tiring day...no mood...

2009-04-12T22:37:00.003+08:00

early in the morning....wake up and go jogging with my dad....someone enjoys that..but the morning i have no mood ...bloody doom...
later having a ""speacial"" breakfast for myself..get a warm warm bath...then going for my aRt 3xam....i quite like the title this year..but some technic i haven't learnt before...try my best to make it nice...hope that my result is not bad....but something seems to make me annoying...i dunno what.....whole day not in my ownself....maybe the endorphin is increasing again...

later...the whole day raining cats and dogs...ntg i can do...no playing outside...siiting whole day long in the cooling study room...doing the complicated maths...wat sin , con, tan...omg....the whole brain bursting out....
i can't stand any longer doing such complicated stuff..so memorize the drama dialog...amd the mma presentation things...no much interested in comp as last time....seems like ntg to do...except downloading songs....
by the way after the memorising stuff...me sleepy...dizzy...bum into my room and dump myself in my music bed...then unconcious...for 2 hours...then my sisi came slapping me up....( wat the hell...hurting....) asking me to help mum to untide the knot of the thread....(because my sis playing kite and get the thread all together....so bad....) you know the knot is tide into a ball...i can't even know how to untide it...then this is the professional work..using a few hours there...untide...pulling...cutting.....(you can't untide it at least you are really a pro..this is true...you will know if you see that ""ball"" of thread...)

after a few hours of untide work..then me goin for violin again....
sometimes felt so boring with the class..coz i m the oldest in the class and practising with those children...seems like i'm going more chidish and childish....
i prefer last time the violin tcher than this...but having some inner and technical problem...so ....haiz...that makes my life...tiring boring....damn no mood ...
i prefer my life living in the world of songs..
Songs make me found back my ownself..it knows what i wanna say...i can feel what i m facing through...i like Songs...composing is my life too...makes me find back a little bit of freedom for my feelings and thought...

no mood....freedom..and get rid of the great sadness of losing...

心里追温柔的悬念

2009-04-11T23:20:00.003+08:00

你的笑是我唯一收藏
纵然背景是一整片海洋
不在乎隔开我们的航程多么漫长
思念让一个人变得更强
只要我有呼吸的一天你是我心里最温柔的悬念
悬在心上牵动我所有感觉
不管你在不在我身边
坚强的我
有着你最温柔的悬念平衡了寂寞的黑夜
只要想你一遍连孤单也觉得甜
其实我们的距离就是只欠一句我愿意。。。。
相爱真的可以勇敢的追求吗？？
世界永远的问好！！
always be with you....

bracelet....memorable day 8/4

2009-04-09T17:56:00.002+08:00

yesterday...i had gone to put bracelet....at first so uncomfortable...so thorny.....weird feelling...my mum scold me that i put black colour mickey mouse rubber...lol...i like that....you can't take any action to me....by the way...yesterday nite i still can eat but today moring when i woke up....OMGGGG......pain like hell.......can't even close my mouth hardly...if i bite my teeth..then the pain is back...so bad that i juz half-closed my mouth....TORTURING....
i can't eat anything though...so i juz drink HL milk...the whole day in skul...actually that's quite good...so that i can keep down my weight in this few weeks...hehe.....
evryone got shocked when i put my bracelet..lotz of fren is goin to put too...but scared for the pain...haiz...me too...but hope it will be fine so soon....by the way ...so far so good...juz have to be carefull...PAIN KILLER (yell)......sry that i m a bit maniac this few days....
FREEDOM..for on9....now i m stealling to on9 again...mum's out....haiz...so bad....
MEANINGLESS WITH LIFE LIKE THIS<,,,,without computer....

2009-04-07T19:32:00.004+08:00

爱你真的很难
爱你爱得很痛苦
那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
放开手让你走。。不再对你有牵挂
这是我自己唯一能够做的事
小鱼，不再流连于这一条没有结果的爱情河
挣脱着放开执著游向美丽的珊瑚海。。。
让我独自承受失去的滋味
让你飞向你的自由世界
寻找那个占据你心房的她
宽容的我会原谅你也会祝福你
最后想告诉你。。。Ashiteru, Always love you ….
这句话我已经藏在心里好久了。。说出来好多了。。。谢谢你这些天的陪伴。。。

Damn invader….waliu…my privacy arrr…

2009-04-07T19:31:00.001+08:00

First I reached home from school…wtf…that invader ask me if I have to use the comp…I said yeah…coz I have damn lot of project haven’t finish…you know what the invader say? She say….pull out the modem…wtf….she dun even let me to on9….how I m goin to do my project?? NOOB!!! So I just do the art first lo….i have no choice….besides that…she still wanna check all my msn history…. if I on9…..sometimes really regret that why I have such a *** who knows about comp….better she is a NOOB…hate it so much…like others they can play or whatever with comp but me…have to go and improve my computer skill of deleting and hide….from the eyes of her…..reali reali reali unlike this kind of attitude….
Bukan itu sahaja….she also check all my inbox mail…..but one things is she is not vry good in English so sometimes she dunno what the hell I m writing…that’s so good if she know…I will go commit suicide….she is the world …first one who so annoying ….interrupting ppl’s privacy and life….dare you ….
PLS LA >>>>FREEDOM…do you know what the hell is freedom?? Let me tell you….F ….R…..E…E…D…..O….M….is not to interrupt ppl’s privacy is the basic manners you know….and dun put an eye on me every second….i can’t breath you know….but If I m dying if you keep an eye on me…then maybe you can safe me..but I know you are not that pro and fast….OXYGEN is what the things I want from freedom…you know…damn angry….i wanna shout but I can’t …wanna cry but no time….wanna runaway but I m an obedient girl in my heart…..
Sometimes you all said that I was a disobedient girl , a naughty sister that dun even care about my sis…whatever….sometimes should I told you everythings?...do you wanna know the real me?? I really love you guys but sometimes that is no use to express those feelings…I m an obedient girl….i help you silently when you were not here…I took care of my sis when you were not home…they dun even blame me for anything…. Although sometimes…they are vry naughty I can’t stand then I will just shout at them..but one thing is you dunno what they had done…and what I had done silently without your knowing…must I wrote down…?? DUN CHEAT MY LIFE…I really can’t stand it….i really need some time to rest you know….sometimes I try to make myself to forgive your innocence but what a childish you …..juz become more serious when I forgive you….i really fade up with you ….
Last things to tell …I m not so interesting with this damn life anymore….i prefer my life to spend in school with friends better than staying at home with a pair of CHICKEN eye staring at me….hate it so much….WARNING>>>>GIVE ME BACK MY PRIVACY AND MY CHILDHOOD LIFE AND NORMAL LIFE….DARE YOU INTERRUPT AGAIN>>>
CARING is not this way you know….this is spying…like prisoner…I m not a prisoner…dun follow me everywhere…and dun ask every step I take…you make my life worser you know…(I know you don’t)
THINGS ABOVE JUST MURMURING..because the ppl that should know won’t even understand what I wanna say….DOWNT-T
FREEDOM…Yvette need it

new hair..and new bed cover...

2009-04-04T21:05:00.004+08:00

lol....today such a happy day...enjoying....
today woke up damn late...10am..then my mum rushing us to fetch my sis...then straight away go to have brunch....to PIZZA HUT...we ate a lot of things....damn full.....omg...Burbb...sry..
by the way....my mum spot a nice curtain...and can't stop looking and juz then we saw a bed cover...first my mum say she want to find 2 for my sis..but at last she fail...then i bought myself a "sound of music" you can't imagine how nice it is....i juz pay for my month every week...

after that go to have my hair cut....firstly my heart is throbbing...coz my hair is still quite short then the person wanna cut bob hair........when she start "twisting" here and there...then without a blink...a nice hair style...at last i put down my throbbing heart...quite nice.....better than the first hair style....later mayb will go and cut more shorter.....( r u insane?)
actually i juz taking the hair cut drugs....i can't stop it...so sry...so if you ask if i m insane i juz can said that i have no idea....lol...XD

mum is in good mood....coz i have help her with chores...and she had no change to angry with me these days....i m a good girl....so i can on9 and do my things....but the main thing is homework....wat the hack...the skul is driving me mad with "dozens" of project coming together and wanna to pass up before june....R WE SUPPERSTUDENT?? cant' imagine....(Shake head***)
so Pek cik now..dunno where am i goin to start my work...damn lots...(*faint*)
some more wat listening test, oral test, drama, ......GOD...Pls bless me....hope that i m in good condition...exam is coming gambateh lo...
can't on9 much after i finish my project...have to put more effort on my nxt exam....
85 marks is the minimum i have to get ( mum said so if not i can't go back to La Voce) T-T..crying...

突然想对你说

2009-04-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦诚只为了朝她狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
你是好人也是坏人
给我的感觉渐渐随着时间而流逝
芬的够狠你才有借口转身
讨厌我你可以告诉我
不要在伤害彼此
这只会让两个人的心衰弱
不想失去一个朋友的你。。

bz bz day...damn tiring...

2009-04-03T20:49:00.004+08:00

though morning dun have skul...but when i m home juz i on my comp to do the PROJECTS la.....
till 10 smtg....my uncle and my cousin sis came....coz my cousin sis is goin to the college here to study....bring her to see her hostel...hanging around there....then rushing to tuition...from PJ to Klang...adui....after tuition...rushing again to fetch my sis..then fetch my fren home...then rushing again to dinner with my uncle's family.....the thing i hate is i dun like raining when i m outside....damn annoying...
okay when we almost finish eating my cousin's aunt reach and fetch her to her house and sleepover for two night....till sunday night only she will be back....then monday morning she will have to wake up together with me...6am...hahaha.....
she's a lazy person...btw...lol....
okay at last i m home...god bless me...
that's is my bz day...

besides that....dunno wat i had eaten...till everytime i eat something i sure run to the toilet ....omg...now almost pengsan...i have to go to hospital....i can't stand it...juz rushing to toilet like maniac....shall i say ""Hospital i m coming...""(==)
today typing like a noob....sitting here type and print type and print....walao....
btw...the shit msn is damn broke....dc so many times....and take a loooooooooooooooong time to sign in...gonna bom the msn ....disturbing...and interrupting ppl conversation.....pls la...
PLS REPAIR THE MSN SYSTEM...continuing like this all the ppl will left the msn....
wat a tiring and maniacal day....

today parents day....touching

2009-04-03T11:20:00.006+08:00

so touching this morning....
in the morning 7am , me and my dad went to scul...first i m extremely trembled...
but when i saw tcher face...and heard what he said to my dad....i m almost crying...
he said i was a good girl..i m vry serious with my study...ask my dad dun give me too much pressure....wow...so touching...never had a teacher praise me like that...he is the first one....
T-TT-TT-Tcrying..though my dad dunno that i m touching..but for god sake..he din say anything..and said that i have to jia you...yeah...i will do my best....

happy b'day to Wei Wei...pig

2009-04-02T20:47:00.003+08:00

sure haaaaappy today recieve so many present....always love you...i have no much time to write here...by the way wanna wish you have a nice day and always happy....we love you....muaks...
""
BIRTHDAY SONG....
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to wei wei
happy birthday to you...

you're the best in the world ..nobody will be better....
can't live without you orxx...

fall in love with CHOKI....orxx

2009-03-31T20:59:00.005+08:00

dunno why i juz in love with the CHOKI...so delicious each day almost 3 sticks...haha...fat fat di...
but no choice my only entertaiment is eat....lol

nowadays..dun even have a time to write a lot here....
so bz bz BZ BZ BZ BZ....arggh...i almost fade up...
first...art project and ppt...
second, sejarah project and ppt...
third, drama....
forth geografi project...
fifth exam is coming in four weeks time...

yesterday gathering...

2009-03-30T17:22:00.008+08:00

ow...yesterday gathering...i was so excited at first..but when i reached there...so boring evrybody is sitting so obedient....watching at our concert video....oh man...

so boring..till all the VIP arrive...then they started to eat first then the small us...the food is delicious....GOOD!...then after eating i run out and have a phone call to szeteng..ask her how's the present...haha...so bad...i m "now" at KL..if not i sure go with you to find....then we all stay outside....me jia ning.. 月神...wan ying....月神sis....we are boring and fade up...so at last when they started to play..we juz stay outside...listening the mad, crazy, pollute, hurting noise that made from them from inside...they are yellin like hell...seems like someone had tore them into pieces....(shake head)

we sat there chating, sleeping,eating,walk around the school, finish my "DEMON APOCALYPSE"..so fascinating.... till i can't stop at last....the world of demon is end...

then after the 2 hours doin the boring stuff...we went back inside when "月神" had woke...he was sick so we acc him...but later he ate a lot ..OMG　unbelieveable...Btw it was a good god symptoms for him...eat more and defeat the virus...yeah..jia you....then we sat down and watch for perfomance of "PROFESSIONAL"...got magic show...dancing...popping...wushu...piano...joke.....lots more....

after that actually we have to start the basketball competition but the staff not yet come back yet..so they wait and outside is still raining like hell...haiz...then we wrote our thought and feeling between this day we sing together....so touching by the time...evrybdy is not wanting the leaving...but...人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺。终有一天会离去的，有缘的会再见！this is the world full of realistic...i wrote a short paragraph too...here is it....

遇见你们

我遇见了快乐

音乐带领着每一颗心

拉近每个人的距离

不管再遥远的你们

我依然会记得这些天

从满欢乐的日子

在我人生中画下最美丽的画

在我的人生中曾经有着你们的脚印

我永远会记得你们的

如果你也听说

缘分就像流星

我们必须保有那股珍惜

那一点的联系

音乐的开始让我们相聚

如今歌曲也结束了

也是我们告别的时候了

朋友，我爱你们。。。
虽然我不曾出现在生活营里，但在短短的日子里，我知道你们永远是最好的。。。
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　ｆｒｏｍ：ｓｎｏｗｆｉｓｈ

2009-03-29T03:31:00.003+08:00

有人说世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死,
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你
我常说如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
总是把任何感情都常在心里
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天
现在我已经处在这种痛苦
我要相信你是爱我的
我要相信你是勇敢的
不要每次唱情歌
眼里总是湿湿的
不停拉扯

sometimes i really can't take myself out of that...
where the hell is ur heart...i dunno...
u always keep away all the feeling i dun even have a chance to know...
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人已经没有人了
想到你想起我
胸口依然刺痛

evrythings goes mad...

2009-03-29T03:14:00.004+08:00

these few days...keep watching the phone..i can't even touch it...haiz...so bad....
juz then morning i sms again....first evrything was fine...but then in the afternoon...i recieve a news...that make me shocked....bout frenz...

first to tell....dun be sad....evrything has it owns time to go...juz we dunno when is it....only god know and he arrange for us....but to tell here is...take ur life more serious..and evry moment now is precious...
recall those memories when my grandpa passed away..though i m small but i know that evry moment now is more precious when you saw ur families left....because my grandpa is always working we dun have much time to spend with him...but when he passed away...we can sense that he felt more relax..and have more freedom then last time...he dun have to bz bout work...and we can sense that he was always with us.......something more bad, my grandpa passed away in AUGUST 2004, on one TUESDAY..he was moving the packets of rice to the store....but WEDNESDAY he have to go for check up and do by-past for the heart......SUDDENLY the blood pressure raise and he juz faint...and we are going to miss him forever....though my grandma asked him to have a rest..but he juz wanna work....sometimes sad thinking bout that...but i makes me believe that something that is set up by god...and i meant to be...no changing.....we juz have to follow and be more carefull....

today goin for gathering......yeah....long time no see my frenz....
but i got lotz of things to do..i have to finish it first..tata...

days..past by...

2009-03-21T03:43:00.002+08:00

days...this two days...seems like past by with movies....
finish watching "THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL" oh...sounds gorgeous...but juz kept running here and there...ntg much...
Yesterday finish watching "THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON"
oh....wat a boring when the movie start....by the way not bad....u must have patient while watching this movie....

Swimming is my activities during my holidays life...
but yesterday seems like goin to rain...so we juz stayed at home....
i have no mood at night yesterday...
kept thinking of something....
haiz.....

multi-task day""

2009-03-19T15:34:00.003+08:00

yesterday go to sunway....watching "race to witch mountain"..oh not bad...
this few days i had watched
"TWILIGHT" "QUARANTINE" "IP MAN" (the best) "DARK FLOOR"
so enjoying at hse..haha..
at nite..when my dad is back we turn all the lights out..juz light electric been cut off...wooo...
then like in the cinema...turn the surround on...WOW>>
JUZ AS MUCH BETTER AS THE CINEMA>>>
sitting at the sofa..comfortably...then take the blanket out...so impress..
juz buy all the movie..n watch it at home together..eat watever u wan...do watever u wan..so enjoying and so relax...

today, sleep till 12pm haha..sry to JUNYI..yesterday put u aeroplane..i forgot to put the alarm on..so i forget to wake up...
juz finish lunch...oh..so full man...
by the way juz now chatting with 3 person..yesterday chating with 5 person together...sometimes quite confusing..haha..but evrytime i juz stealing to on9 ...haha...so cham...
btw.. my fon have to endure till nxt month 9 of APRIL..haiz..
now..goin to prepare things for the drama.
then mayb helping my mum with in the kitchen...
hope that i have chance to on the comp la...

OH YA>>almost forgotten...
I MIGHT NOT GOIN TO THE CHOIR GATHERING....SO I M GONNA MISS U GUYS>>>

i made up my mind...haiz...

2009-03-17T06:16:00.004+08:00

u r not thinking i m your fren...sometimes..u don't tell me bout ur things...
i dun even know wat is ahppening around you now...i dunno how r u except u know all things bout me...
i juz wanna know if you r in sadness or something...juz tell me...
BTW i think you won't so...coz u have some1 more important in ur heart...
maybe i m the stupidest wan...to believe miracles..will happen between us...
haiz...
p/s kian: go to find out at my other blog...something for you...
i m gonna disapear for awhile...

maybe...still in "jail"--my phone

2009-03-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

my darling phone i can't set u freedom so sry...
i try my best to safe you out..from spying
now i m controling..so if anyone here..pls help me inform my darling "husband"--qin wei..

i m missing you guys since i leave the choir..haiz...
now fon got trap...haiz..more sad..can't complain with anyone bout my bad luck day...
hello..god pls help me here..from the suffering days...

same as usual...i need freedom...that's all i need nowadays...
gotta go tata...

bad luck day

2009-03-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

i m stealing to on9 by now...
my hp has confiscated by my mum...so i had no fon to use...so so sad..T-T
damn a lot...
TO GET MY PHONE BACK:
RULE 1: not to bring my fon to the room at nite...==
RULE 2: not to use more then rm30 per/month....(S.O.S)
RULE 3: not to sms so much with some1...
RULE 4: not to get bad result after sms...(hello..sms..will affect my study meh?)
RULE 5: dun disturb ppl by smsing with ppl...

sometimes mayb it's true i really disturbing some1 mayb makes some1 annoying bout that..but i m really sry bout tat...i can't keep my feeling in my heart when i m sad or happy or angry...

p/s for piggy: sry...cnt sms told u this..dun pick up any phone call..
p/s for kian : sry too..
p/s to junyi: be carefull..
p/s to ernest: you too..i m sry to put u in trouble..
p/s to qin wei: i can't contact u this few days..hope u can tell me when r u coming to my house...i m bored out...
p/s to jijia: hope you see this..n try to contact qin wei..
P/s to my dear fren: mayb u all can't contact me this few days...i m so sry...i m trying my best to get back my fon...then hope evrything back in normal..

HERE TO APOLOGIZE TO EVRYONE THAT MAKE YOU ALL IN SUCH A TROUBLE...

holiday....

2009-03-14T13:16:00.000+08:00

though it is holiday now... evryday at home still have to study...
coz of the damn ugly result i got....i can't forgive myself for that...
Besides that ...drama script, project, online homework, blog for homework, folio.....
adui...i m bz till mad di...my dear frenz are all on vacation...haiz...
some working..some holiday at thailand...some go shopping ...me ....so sad...
sitting at home alone.....haiz..lonely..

oh ya ya....yesterday when i got my result me cry like hell...the first time in my life cry for marks...the first time...
din happen before...i dun care about that ...
damn tired yesterday....
so sleep damn early...gonna apologize with someone..cnt sms wit you..haha..
b4 that...i go tuition...but my mum park the car across the road so i have to go across the road lo...then i nearly knocked down by a car...i m middle of the road di..he still wanna drive through...haiz...
actually i m goin to punch him..but there is lot of ppl there...i juz leave it...
damn painfull my leg now...
haiz..have to go and write my script di..tata...

finish..evrything...

2009-03-12T17:52:00.000+08:00

yahoo!! 2day juz finish exam...
BUT i can't go out with sze teng they all..go singing k there...watching movie...
enjoying themself so much...
1 reason...have to go to dentist...
2 reason...my mum dun let me sing k...T-T
3 reason...forget di...(paiseh)

by the way...dun tell my mum...actually 2day, geography gonna fail....
so hard ....my head oso burst di...
btw biology is quite easy peasy...
hope that the result will good la...

yesterday...afternoon...my mum when out to fetch my grandpa back home...
so i m alone in the hse..
smsing with "fren" frm 3 smtg (i think)--6 pm...
my fon is full fill with msg...
it help me to lose my "tiredness" and "Boringness"

now juz finish piano...with the cotton in my mouth..haiz...
juz finish cabut gigi...a big big hole there...

let go...

2009-03-10T05:24:00.000+08:00

Wat's love to me?
Wat's love between us?
Or there isn't any in our life?
Or it's changing all the time?
To forget u by let you go...

haiz...so sad...
yesterday argue with the smallest sis...
she is so so so so naughty...the face let me wanna beat her...
at last i can't control myself...my textbook "fly" to her face...
then guess wat happen???
yeah...she cried....
i m a bad sis actually....i m not good
Dare one of them make me angry...then they will know what will happen next...

come again...

2009-03-08T16:21:00.000+08:00

why my life is so meaningless..??
now sitting there study frm 1pm till 430pm di...
haiz...i hate CHINESE so much...memorise lot lot of things...gonna faint...
i more interesting in the chemistry and bio...

Juz smsing with "FREN" all go playing and have fun during weekend..but y me...??
so sad...T-T...miz you so much...
i plan di...the last day of exam i m goin to go singing...and on the comp...then finish watching my drama and movie...
DARE ANYONE DISTURB ME.......then u are doom...
i will cut u into pieces...

AFTER CHINESE AND CHEMISTRY the nxt day is MATHS...
aiyoyo...the weakest subject of me...
gonna gambateh..figure the answer in two hours time lo...
y should the world have 1 2 3.....
y should the world have numbers?
y should the world have EXAM...
y should the world..........

Y shouldn't the world have freedom for me?
y shouldn't the world have fun for me?
y shouldn't the world have something for me to enjoy myself now...
haiz...
gonna gone mad if keep typing y should/shouldn't....
k lah..gona continue study....
if not i can't get my NEW PDA and STEREO the is now kept by mum
and the most important choir...

wake up early again

2009-03-08T04:20:00.001+08:00

haiz...now 421am...naughty me wanna use comp again at midnite..so cham...
evrytime my blog post at midnite..if not the time when my mum was not at home i can't touch my darling comp
this few days exam....OMG yesterday physic is quite difficult to me...but at last i managed to finished lah...hope i can get nice result...

tuesday is chinese....haiz...lotz lotz things to memorise...hope i can finish that la...yesterday almost fall asleep when reading...
i dun like this subject vry much la...coz lotz of things memorize..reali torturing..

so sad that now waiting for miracles lo...
hope that someone can tolong me...
gonna write at the other blog di..tata...
c u all later lo

now...

2009-03-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

haiz...yesterday forget to send post...so evrything vanished....coz my mum suddenly came back...
BTW...yesterday i m study study study study .....haiz...my physic.....why my maths is like shit.....??? But yesterday history is easy peasy...haha....the first time...

yayaya....complain here....yesterday i reach home at 1pm smtg....when i reach home my mum throw all my things out of the wardrobe and ask me to put it in again...then ask me to wash up the dishes and bathroom......hey wat is the earth goin on....??while i m doin the chores she sat there watching television....WAT ON EARTH IS GOIN ON?? UNFAIR>> did i owe her???

now...juz woke up..got to go study later...
hope this time i can pass my exam with flying colours....
if not...i m goin to say goodbye with LA VOCE....i will be damn boring during sunday if i lost LA VOCE...it's part of my life....(if i din c the person)

BTW...nowadays...during Sunday i seems to be so free and lonely...sat at the sofa so comfortable reading the story books....another follow another...hello give me smtg to do...i m freaking out....

short hair...

2009-03-06T04:16:00.000+08:00

two days before i go and cut my hair di...i cut it in to short hair....actually i wan to cut the bob hair style but the person smtg wrong..go and cut till like 80's centuries girls head...by the way when it grow long then it will be better....

That day wednesday, the "Sexy Lau" when psycho di....smtg unbelievable is he had married....
This is a BIG CASE...he said he have a kid too...hey person like him also married..try to imagine lah..how his wife is....

Yesterday, like i spot...evrybody got shocked of my hair...evry1 ask me why..haha...juz told them i suddenly wanna cut wan...
actually i dunno why i wan to cut...when i having my nap in the afternoon suddenly the phone rang then i woke up...then the flash "cut hair, cut hair" jump out in my mind....

aiya, 2day is the first day of exam di...so excited...
but i have to get good result....that's wat i wan...
evry1 gambateh lo.....HISTORY AND BM we are coming ......

so down...

2009-03-04T04:14:00.000+08:00

when i saw u guys comments...i m so touch..hope we can keep in touch like this...
this few days...vry down..coz of the seprate...
hope evryone is going back to choir...
dun think that not fun..although not fun also can play with frenz...
sometimes...i go choir..is to spend my time there...
i can know that someone is working now is bz la...
mayb to us , students is a way to spend time, for workers they think waste time la...
btw..i hope that evryone will be back...
miz u guys...
hope evryone ~~ happy always...~smile..

sometimes i hope i can see u again but seems like the dream had vanished...

thx..all of you guys..

2009-03-03T03:33:00.001+08:00

hey thx guys..i feel more better....actually the ppl give me the conclusion wan..is .....haha..you all know de...but that's a secret...
i saw jin jing's blog...OMG so touch...me almost cry out di lo....
although i juz meet you guys 1 month only..coz i din go for the camp last holiday...so bad....
but i meet you guys too...you are so good and nice....so easy to go on....
at first i m still scared that i will be left out....but i got the conclusion after this concert...i m one of you all...espeacially wen the second time i go for practise

I met PIGGY( AH CHU)
he is a nice guy always teasing LELE....so i got know of him....
one time he singing and his action so "rude" and hit my mouth...then start to beat him..haha....all those are a nice memories...
then he always talk something that make ppl angry...btw he is vry nice...

I met KIAN
haha....he is a nice and "pretty" guy...
he so love his hair...juz met him by the time i m talking with KIMKIM
then we started our converstation...
first i met him...i thought that he was a lonely and hardworking study guy..dun like to talk much..
but conclusion is he is try to be quite...haha

I met HUI QI
she is a pretty girl...so good....take care of me..haha...
but gonna miz her so much...
coz she is standing bside me and LELE so time past di...we get know each other lo...
actually she is a caring person...when i m not well she will take care of me...make me so happy

I met JIA XIN
LOL...when you meet her you wil know how nice and fierce she is...
you will find her if you hear a speacial voice of laughter..her laughter is vry cute...
she is the "HEAD" of the choir...
when she is angry...OH NO>>>tiger....

I met JIA FENG
oh...he is a funny guy...
at first we dunno each other...then one time i m talking to LELE...
then he pull LELE and ask her m i ""HUN XUE"" haha...
then i told him..long long long time time time ago my greatgreatgreatgrandmother is SIAM
so mayb i have a look like SIAM lo....

lol...and lotz lotz more....such like JOSHUA, HAN KAI, FATTY,JIA HUI, WAN YING.....
gonna miz them so much...hope that the celebration party i can meet them the one last time....

i got the conclusion...

2009-03-02T16:36:00.000+08:00

at last i know wat m i goin to do...
i know i m annoying..that's true...beside vanished i m not going to disturb you from today...
you can say i m selfish..but i can't help for that....i can't accept myself....
i know you are a good person...mayb nxt time we will juz be stranger...
good luck and all da best for you...

you guys mayb dunno wat i m writing...nvm the person i wan to let him know get know about it...
that's my fren...ntg more...
i m sad by the time now...
wat i can write is like this...
i have to go...
vanished myself...

if i m good and back again..i mayb forget you already...at last i miz u..this is the last word i can say...my best pal. my fren...juz for you to know i m ready...to let go...and go my own..without you..

so sad....

2009-03-02T04:24:00.000+08:00

today is the second day after leaving the concert...evryone is fill with sadness...missing each one..
listen to the song...like ah zhu said we are all goin our own way after this days...
i m more sad..."sorry" that's wat my feeling now....
feel so sorry to someone...hope that he can read this...
i m annoying i know...so sorry...i will vanished for awhile....so sorry....
i can't help myself....if not i m not goin to study my exam di...kept thinking....

ya...talk about exam....haiz.........
so bad..this time gotta study damn hard if not future days will be reali bad.....
later the first period of class got test...OMG>>y this day almost evryday test,test,test,,,......
i m goin to become sot- pluck........yestesrday whole day study..my head is going to burst di...

sadness...n missing you guys...

2009-03-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

haiz..yesterday is our last concert....it's so happy that so many ppl come and listen and support...
hey i love you guys that come for the concert...u r reali my best fren....
but i hope that yesterday won't go so fast....coz..that's the last time i can see my chung hwa fren...T-T...gonna miz them so much...

when the time i left the scul....my heart and think was ful of sadness....i can't help myself out of that sadness...i have no mood to eat my supper when i reach home...i juz straight away go to my room...put down evrything....juz go for bath...then keep recall those practise with chung hwa's memories....haiz....that' s a beautiful memories...all the way...
i dunno if i have chance to see them again..but i hope so....realiiiiiiiiiii reallliiiiiiiiiiiiiii hope so....
i wil stop my choir from today til i finish my evry exam...(pmr and UEC) ---that's wat i told to do...tat's why i reali miss you guys vry much......

this few days i calm down my "angriness" di...
i feel much better but dun let me smell smtg in STRAWBERRY flavour...i will sure vomit in front of you...haha...just kidding...but i reali dun like that...

reason of unwell

2009-02-28T03:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday going in the lift with my fren ....then there is a guy eating a lolipop in STRAWBERRY flavour.... that's what i hate since i was small....i start to feel discussing...then i m all the way sick...can't even go to tuition properly....
SO i m here to tell you guys...never ever eat lolipop or anything in strawberry flavour..i will kill you if you do that....

i can see my own blog..how come....hey can't be that.....help....
so boringgggggggggggggggggg
oh..ya..yesterday geography(pmr) so bad lah.. tcher is "SINGING" her own...we are all eating , sleeping. doing our own stuff down there....though teacher know that she didi ntg.....
WTF.,,,,,2day i m goin out for whole bloody day.....OMIGGGGG....i m gonna be smelly ....straight a way to concert....i m not goin for PE class.....yeah....the reason to tell is my ankle nt yet recover...

i m naughty i know but no choice....omg,....think of the lolipop..i m feeling unwell di....

feeling unwell

2009-02-27T21:36:00.001+08:00

haiz...today so no mood at all....felt sleepy dizzy...haiz...sick di...
leg stil ache...omg....
running 8 floors in 5 minutes....although its too long for the pro...
but me ...this stupid in sports....seems to be a bit fast di....

hey guys...where are you all....??
2ml is concert so excited but down....coz 2ml can't eat lunch..have to eat early....
Ah Pig is going to belanja...dunno whether got chance onot .....
my dear frenz...dun waste money to buy ticket then dun go...i will get angry wan...

lol...gtg...later chat again at 3am...
tata...c lor...

sooooooooo sad.................

2009-02-27T04:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday, AUDREY that palia....face so fierce and come to my class...seem like i have owe her lots of money like that.....scold me for selling ticket for rm10.....
Hey i din sell it purposely wan leh....i did told my fren as sponsor money only....m i wrong...my fren support me so he gave me money lah....i din sell it....and my fren din told anyone bout that....
she, herself.....do the wrong things first then come and scold me.....so xia xui....wanna scold me ... wait for 1000 years la ..... dun think i m such a ""good"" girl... i can tell you if you wan me to be a bad girl...fine i have a lot of ppl behind that support me......
you that bad attitude......nbdy even wan to help you la.....
u all senior wan maybe your fren are juz lying to you all , you also dun even knw....
i know you urself is a genius...but dun be so proud till you can't see ppl's that's ntg wrong....

so sad and angry that i trust the wrong person....haiz....hope you think about it if you really see it....
in the other place....i m quite annoying about the test...OMG ...y tcher should all label us with the label ""good class"" ..they give us different kind of test with the other class...the world is so unfair....dun they know that the "the declaration of independence" mention that evryone is same, we have freedom, all things is born to be fair.......
haiz....

yesterday gone for dentist....i cabut 1 gigi oni...coz the doctor said cnt cabut two later i dunnid to eat already....i still have to take off 4 more teeth....OMG i got shocked when the dentist told me.... AM my teeth is so serious bad?? i postpone my date to put bracelet too....mayb april oni i can put it...coz i haven't finish cabut gigi....alamak.....help.....

angry....

2009-02-25T18:36:00.000+08:00

2day i go to scul happily...and start for class....omg....slowly bcome boring....haiz...the tcher is so bad can't teach in anyway that's more interesting....
started to punching the fon to find some1 to chat wit....
WTF...all those ppl all dunno where had they gone....frm 9am till now not yet reply my msg...waiting...waiting....waiting.....BOOOMMMM gona burst out....such a boring class..tcher din come ntg to do except doin revision....and the most punching the fon...WTH are the ppl...???

by the way....i m not so angry until APPLE and AUDrey came and told me to go singing in the canteen and sell ticket....OMGGGGGGGGGG so shameful...coz we have only 8 ppl in la voce study in hinhua....then two boys....== how can we sing with so little ppl in the gorgeous canteen...now sing till sore throat adi lo....so bad....
ask them go and sing in class more better...they say nvm lah tml...ok ....deal...tml i m goin to say i have no more voice to sing ....
wat a shameful things to do....we sing and evrybdy juz listen bt they din buy ticket...that's wat i m angry....
the most IMPORTANT is i haven't eat my lunch...i sacrifice to SINg...omg....
now studying like hell.....

got so pek cik...wen i got to class...tcher had came ...finish the bloody boring class...then wanna ask some1 to da pao...omg....the person forget di....GOT FIRE ... GROWLING like psycho....haha...
then the "bad guy" in front of me kept teasing me....omg....got so angry...then gonna cry out di...
first is pek cik...second is angry third...boring...
coz of the PPL THAT DUN REPLY MY MSG,.....
those ppl fon use to wipe their butt????
i can forgive if u guys are working bt at least now i should got ur msg....almost one whole day edi waiting for u guys msg....
PLS LAH>>>

exam coming...after exam wanna freedom...pls

happy b'day....

2009-02-25T03:07:00.001+08:00

yahoo....ysterday is my b'day....lol...such a happy day....haha.....i got many wishes frm my dear frens...thx a lot... i m so touch and appreciate.....
thx for the present too....it's so nice of you all....THANK YOU>>>>>>>
the doggie is so nice....and evrything is my favourite.....

this Saturday is our last concert and is my last practise for this year.....i will go back when i finish my pmr exam...T-T....bye bye to my choir.....so sad.....
coz of the annoying mum lo....evryday said...exam exam exam...haiz....
now gotta study good....no choice...

talk back the scul life...
WTH.....so bloody annoying wan....
bt...by the way....ntg much....
if someone is so "PERFECT" so go and be our model lah...
dun waste time talking nonsence....haiz....such an annoying person....

doggie is my life...freedom is wat i wan....

wt.....still painful, birthday suffering

2009-02-23T05:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday told u that i sprain my ankle and sucks.....now i m wearing an ankle protection...walk like a cacat....haiz...so bad....bt here is the good things is i dun have to go for PE class on saturday anymore....YEAH <<<<< coz...if i go for PE , later after scul i have a concert....then we rehersal straight away after scul.....oh no....i m "smelly"...juz like last Saturday.....oh no.... i can't even stand my own.....

yesterday, our whole family went out to have sushi dinner....to celebrate my b'day....
OMG....we went "SARDINE" dinner.... there is damn gosh many ppl....eating there... some a couple with a big desks....sometimes got angry and wanna scold those ppl....so many family waiting...bt they still two playing "STONE,ScISSORS,PAPER, CLOTH" .....== make evrybdy so on fire......there are fews couple seats empty there....by the way

YAHOO....today is my big day....my B'day....oh so happy....right now can't go back to sleep.....yesterday nite...my frens had wished me happy birthday...haha...i m sleeping when they "wake" me up with msg....lol....
hope today wil be my lucky day lo.....
bt big problem is my leg....haiz....so bad....
Though is my b'day....bt i have to suffer the physic class test....gonna went mad....my physic is like shit....the marks is like ........haiz....

ohh...painful

2009-02-22T19:51:00.001+08:00

haiz...such a long time ..... that few days i m bz....damn lo....
haiz...that day pmr geography class... like shit lah...damn boring.....can't even probally see wat tcher is writing on the board....gonna fail in pmr....by the way... the maths class gone so fast.....when i m writing the "jimmy" will come and put my book probally... wat a weird.....sounds ""cute""

yesterday.,is our choir big day... we have concert at kl .... oh.. ...there's so many ppl....so excited.....bt the bad things is we wait at the bus stop frm 110pm till 210pm coz the bus driver heard the wrong place.....haiz...so hot...then when we reach kl... we start rehersal frm 4pm till 630pm... oh no....

here's the story start....
wen i take off my shoes my leg start "chou jing" this is the first time in my life.....haiz...damn painful....and i wear high heal shoes ....then wen we came down frm the stage...the back stage is as dark as coal....so i sprain my right leg....wat an unlucky day it's then.....

opps.... gonna go....tml is my big day...nw goin out to have a birthday dinner...hehe.....

new...morning day...

2009-02-18T03:48:00.000+08:00

now 348am...hehe....wake up early again...wide awake today...
coz today sleep 6 hours smtg di...
yesterday oni sleep 4 hours...yesterday....so bad mood lah...
those "rubbish" person....haiz.....tcher take no choice of them too....dun b so childish lah....

by the way....angry with those person no use di lah...hurt my own heart....b genorous is my defination...

yohoo....yesterday...no pmr kh....wat a happy day.....toturing kh class...use it to sleep is ok...bt if go to the "factory" then gotta sleep with wood di...coz...yesterday dun have pmr class after scul go eat again....( gotta fat fat di)....so i have to take down my weight frm this moment....

T-T....juz now joking oni with my fren ....then he angry di....lo so small gas.. wan....yer....not fun wan....still say i small gas...dun care him di....

sleepy...zzz

2009-02-17T03:20:00.000+08:00

oh..no...nw is juz 321am....haiz....i m naughty girl ...wake up and on comp when adults are sleeping like pig.... lol.... still fill with diziness

blink blinke....my eyes is painfull......
later have to go sleep agian....tml got.. scul.........luckily 2ml no test... if nt i sure fail i havent study anythings.....
long time din wear spec...now cnt use to it....haiz....so bad....gonna got scold di....
buat spec tak pakai....
i usually wear contact lens...but now juz woke up lazy to wear.....

sometimes...fill like i m free but if i m keep on gettin up at midnite ... sure the panda eyes is vry beautiful... but i can juz on comp at midnite....
i can do anything i wan...without any pollution of sound...

last thursday.... my darling cousin had gone to Australia.... T-T gonna miss him so much... i can only see him once a year durin cny.... aduh.....
sadnesss...........

last thursday when i m at the airport.... that time was my darlin Apple's b'day....
haiz... forgotten to wish her happy birthday....

yo...happy day...and exciting...

2009-02-16T19:57:00.000+08:00

lol...yesterday go out at 10am for art class...then 1230pm to choir....230pm go to chung hua....orxx....damn...singing almos whole day long....almos forget that i have not eat my dinner....then look at the clock...Omg .... it is 9pm ...oh no...how can it be....if i continue like this sure i will lose 3 kg a month.......damn toturing sometimes...

and my fren told me his hse "gone" with electricity... for 6 hours i think.... they gonna go and bom the TN.... Then i told him ok go and bom i support him...then he said....i dun have money to buy bom.....SWT sWT....... wat a nonsence......then i ask him to buat aduan at prime minister there...he bom me ..... " give me some advise that can reali be use....." wat the.......

by the way ....long time din visit here....quite miss here....

today got... 2 class test.... and that is my weakest subject... by the way yesterday praktis till so late...when i reach home di 11 pm i take bath di...then study in the room....luckily ...some good person accompany me ....haha....if not i m sleepy....(with fon contact lah...)

i study till late 1 am..... omg...

today luckily can got up to scul....but the geo test is kns....i try my best.....lol...

history is quite easy...haha....yeah....

5 more day frm the concert so excited....hoho...

oppps gotta go....tata.....

hope to c u again...

freedom is the importance of living in the world.....

2009-02-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

feeling so down...listening to the song "piano"..so impress..gonna cry....can't help....maybe that's what between us...

nxt week got soooooooo many test....omg gona went mad...with boooooooooooks........although got test i dun care much...so bz this few days concert is near....n i can't stop myself stop reading the story books....oh noooooooooo.....help me....if not i m goin to fail my test....i cant even take the books out of my hand.....

the day...

2009-02-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from kl…damn tired…..almost singing for the five hours there. Dancing and singing non-stop….really killin…. ThaT’s good for today….someone belanja makan Haagan Dazs….ooooo…That’s awesome….toooooooo delicious….can’t think of any word to describe… as my birthday present…it’s tooooo happy…and good……and this is also my first present this year….thx…a lot….Here to thx that guy…Ernest…. He’s my best pals….protect me frm naughty bully…hehe….like a brother take care of her sister…so sweet…
So bad…tml he’s not going to come…I m really goin to miss him so much……. Later naughty come no brother by my side…T-T Wat a boring now…sitting here with my darling comp….so sad that I can only “talk” to you few day s a week…so sry….coz there is a dinosaur protecting this comp…I can only touch this comp when she is not protecting….
This few days…reading a book ‘bout loves….so impressing….for four hundred years the couple loving..but the last three hundred years their loves end vry early and vry sad …their loved were not been blessed…..So sad………………
Yesterday, during bio class….tcher is operating the heart of the pig…so interestin for me…. Searching where is the pulmonary, the veins…….lotz lotz…more….. Fun…bt the bad things is … I have to throw It away..coz I bring it…and when I reach home I continuing cutting and looking for the inner part of the heart…it stinks I know bt I m interesting with this kinda of things…. (dun think that I m psycho…) I m juz training to be a forensic…That’s is my ambition…..
Then went for violin class….a whole week of Chinese new year hols…almost forget about the practice….at last my fingering is not working good…finally I fail two songs…haiz…gambateh lor….

back to school....yeah..

2009-02-05T21:27:00.001+08:00

since the new year is so boring i m hopin for the school reopen....Now the school start....yeah....so happy, coz dun have to stay at home doin nothin...

two more weeks from the concert...evry1 who is interesting with the concert pls leave a msg...i can try to contact you as fast as possible..Thx...

things are being normal again...i m try to gettin rid of you out of my mind....slowly under control again...thx god....
exam is coming in a month times...gambateh to myself have to study hard orxx.....

my dear cousin is goin to australia nxt week , sure miss him vry much...T-T but study hard...get a proffessor....wish you good luck....

freedom is what i need....and it's always what i need so much....

tired...afternoo..

2009-01-27T15:18:00.000+08:00

raining afternoo...haiz...damn boring..the tv is out of area.....
haiz...can't think off something to do...frenz where are you all...i can't contact you all.....hoho..
thinking something out of mind...write something down..

sometimes i miss school sooooooooo much espeacially during long hols....
coz sometimes stay at home feel so boring there...nothing to do..reading, reading and reading...
watching watching and watching.....................help..

study seems more interesting....
raining day can't do anything...haiz...
yesterday went out for shopping and ...secret...
cool....

refer to cny and joke

2009-01-26T21:59:00.000+08:00

this new year seems so boring everyone is punching the phone there and remote control...nobody seems to realise this is new year...

i turn into a bad girl ....
go to somewhere i usually won't go...
haiz....my fren told me nvm lah juz go and enjoy ...haha....(still can laugh)

still sick like pig....so bad...new year sick is better lo...can keep fit...heheh

joke ...

one day a kancil is poncat bside the road...
then came a mers...
i help to pull the kancil
the ppl told the kancil driver if he go too fast pls give signal
the when they were on the way...there came a mitshubishi..
the mers and mitshubishi start racing...
then there is a reporter told her fren that a kancil is asking the mers to excuse me and let it go...

is that funny?? No!!!
of coz...pls turn off the airconds that's so cold...

tired...

2009-01-19T17:57:00.000+08:00

Feel so tired this day...the concert is near....every Sunday have to go practice till late nite....haiz....i have no more sound today....soar throat...help damn bad....
School is juz the same many homework to finish...
hey everyone who see this...pls buy our concert ticket....hinhua student's....pls....
this is a vry good concert...perfect....
not very expensive lah...everyone don't be so kedekut lah....

the same as usual .... i need freedom....

out of myself

2009-01-15T18:35:00.001+08:00

i feel so down today...haiz.....why must u do that to hurt me...
since when you keep avoid me??you hurt me so deep
sitting there looking at the teacher and listening carefully .....trying to keep you stay out of my mind but that couldn't be....u juz there....help me out of ur mind....
i m tired with that... i juz wanna to be a normal girl in the world ...without anything to think and bz....i juz wan to be free.

although i know i m freaking but pls stay away of my mind...
things that i loved is not the same as you, anything of you is not my interest anymore...
forget you is the things i need to do know....

Just like what you say before"We Are Just Friend...."

school life...

2009-01-14T20:50:00.000+08:00

this new term we had met a lot of teacher...some are good and some are bad(of coz) but some teacher is so bz body with wat kind of hair they cut wat they wearing...and some teacher too ask for what is the latest on9 game...haiz...
although it's a new term and it's also an exam year for all of us....(my fren and i ) but we have to study extremely hard for the exam...haiz...boring lah...
this year i m anti-acitvities year...mum keep all the entertainment things that i can use....except this computer...she can't keep a desktop away from me...and i can only use it when she is not home....too bad... i m like prisoner....

i need freedom....yvette need freedom...help me out of this desert place....

buzy life....

2009-01-13T18:17:00.000+08:00

what a buzy day....bz for selling tickets.....haiz....
feel so angry with someone looking in my hp...without PERMISSION....
it's private for everybody....but why are there people that like to do anything they want without thinking...

by the way, it's good to be back...i m going to start of my new post with chinese nxt week maybe...
'cause it's a homework...haiz....so difficult......

GAMBATEH...to my own...

feelings of now....

2009-01-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

feel so guilty now...lotz of works to do... much more presure in my heart 'caouse someone treaten me vry bad...haiz...what can i do...?? i nid freedom for myself...i had been tight i can't do anything i like to...maybe life is born to be like this...?what can i do to make myself lovely????so boring here....