back to life~

i m back to life again since 14 of March..
new year and i had a happy start of the year..
20 of January...which is when my Valentine starts...
Once ppl say "if you were in love with the right person, everyday will be your Valentine Day"
Yeah~ i agree with that...
'cause i am lucky to have a boy that cares bout me right from his heart core..
He's also someone who always in my heart...will be worry no matter where and when, sometimes when i m not able to reach him...kinda miss him so much...
although i know that i did hurt him before we are together....
But i found that i m juz so happy and glad to have you...
i m not goin to let go my hand no matter what...
you are my concern now...
smile always
no more plaster
healthy
is wat you want me to

i want you to take care yourself...
sleep early
do not sleep late night
smile always
healthy always too

baby..love ya...^^

the last day of being sullenic

yvette saw,
you are not the you i know before. where had you gone...i miss you...please wat had happen to change you into this sullen sea...dun you forget you have me? i always know you...people that hurt you will get back for his own...things won't be wonderful,sometimes there will be up and down in this life...you must remember wat you had dreamt and what you want...dun fell this time...you will be tougher after this...all those nostalgic melody juz let it go...dun put yourself in the perilous sea...look at me...i will be with you....
from: yvettesaw

ntg gonna change my sadness

there will be sun 2mr
but i feel no more
i had tried to walk out frm the dusk
but seems like i m lost...
is there anyone that can hold me up
maybe there will be
but i can't see
the memories will always be with me
wanna be the happy me
seems like i had fail it.
a sense of melancholy
bring me back to the tragedy
i found the sullen me
tears falling in me
wanna put back broken me
but i seem to lost part of me
where is the piece of me
there is no answer for it
sunshine will fall on me
i think time will heal me
bring back the piece of me

wonderful trip

this is the last trip J3F had...
we enjoy our time there...everything is fine..
we have a time to play together..and the time we saw the gentleman in our class..
they are so brave and good...the first time i saw the guys are so volunteer for help...
should i be touching?? haha...
i miss those time we gather in a room, almost 40 ppl in a room, the room is so so warm, and ghost story, joke, some girl stuff...lol...we plan to watch for the sun rising the nxt morning so we think bout lot of things to talk about but everybdy is tired for a whole day playing at last at 4am everybdy had fallen asleep...i woke up at 5am but found that nobdy is willing to wake up so i go out of the room and enjoy my time alone but i fallen asleep outside...haiz...but my phone woke me up and i went back to the room and have a good sleep....
something bout the trip is not good, is the activity must be outdoor so the days is raining so a lot of the activity must be cancelled...haiz...
wat a sad story...
but after this trip, we are going to seperate, i will miss everybody..

yeah...over..evrything over..

today is the last day di..evrything is over...
me and you....
exam see you nxt year...
i'm goin to hapoy
this comoing days
we are going to play at skul
and prepare for the choir competition at skul...jia you to J3F the last competition di
evrybdy gambateh...and please to love and spend ur time wisely...our last year together...and last time to practise together...gonna miss you guys..
hope that we can still be together nxt year...always miss you guys

UEC...i 'm coming

two days more is our UEC exam...
somebdy might ask me what am i doin here right...
i must be study right now..but i juz fade up study di...
so i m coming here to have fun lo...
anyone have a joke to share here...?
this few days i lost my smile...pls give me some smile...
i nidda be happy...
UEC....i nid to fight you with my happiness...i can't lose myself...
i won't scare you...come on...
yvette VS UEC..

result: YVETTE WON...UEC K.O

burden of pmr..."bye"

at last today finish the pmr exam...
hope that can get 5 A's lo...
chinese,eng,math,kh,geo...
hope my dream comes true...
pmr is much easier than the UEC
(sry for those SK students...i m not arrogant juz fact)

after that....me have to study for UEC...
Five days dunnid to sleep di...during the exam we can just rest when we need to eat.
me goin to play bye...

@@sick@@

At last, me fall sick already after this few days studying...(so hardworking..not like me) my thoart is like going to tear out my whole body..very very painful...help me....ntg can cure me....seems like this time is the serious wan...
still have two days for the exam to finish...i can rest for one day only becoz sunday nid to go back to school for the UEC ART exam...that one have to reach skul at 8am till afternoon 5pm...MANIAC+MAD+CRAZY+BORING...

Later gonna try to rest for awhile before goin to skul....very tired...
DRINK MORE WATER DURING THIS KIND OF HAZZY WEATHER..ALL DA BEST for all of my beloved ones...

History..FAINT@@

2mr is history exam...what the...so many things nid to study...especially the MALAYSIA history SULTAN HERE AND SULTAN THERE...gonna faint di...why should there be history in the world to make the human suffering frm that..? why must we study them??
AMerican is not studying our history though....

What to do...now??
if i touch the book..my eyes...straight away..close....am i going to fail my history...i dunn wan that...arhhhh....
@-@ tonight goin to stay up again...oh no....

dreams...

everybody has a dream...
i m not a special ones...
in my heart, deep in my heart core...
there's a dream
it's to become a forensic surgeon...
maybe some might say why i would like this kind of things..
for information,
i love that kind of stuff...
helping those ppl to find out the reason of death is a kind of enjoyment..
dun you think so??
FORENSIC...
but to study this stream might take half of my life there...
a lot to study for this subject...
BUT,
I will do my best to become a
FORENSIC SURGEON...
Not in Malysia...(not impossible)
i will prefer to stay in other country, or just migrate there...
right to my specious dream...
GAMBATEH...
STUDY HARD...
I won't put myself down or give up..

So for those who have a gorgeous dream....
PLS don't give up...
Stand up from where you fell down...
Make your way to your dream..
Dream is always in front of your eyes...
Either to take it or just let it go...
We must do our best...
so wish you
ALL DA BEST...

yVette..