an old topic...

H1N1 a kind of influenza virus...
it start from MEXICO
actually this kind of virus already have it since hundred years ago....
by that time almost the whole country is dying..
by now although the total of the death is a lot...bring a lot of sadness but the technology is improving..we must proud and praise for that..
before that Malaysia kept a result of 0% infected...but now the record had been renew by 2 guys.
hope that they could recover faster...
MAY GOD BLESS THEM

i got some info bout a SPANYOL influenza
19 century there is a kind of virus look alike like the SARS today ...
by the time this virus start from SPANYOL girl...so it got a name SPANYOL GIRL influenza
it kill a lot of ppl too...
so sad...so as what i said we must praise for the doctor and technology...

days to the holiday and science camp

2 more days is the science camp
so exciting...wanna take photo for that...
my enjoying time...
hope everything is going well...
by the way...although it's hols but lots and lots of homework and project have to do...
after coming back from camp..i gonna start hard working on my staff...
NIE
SEJARAH
GEOGRAFi
CHINESE
BM
BIO
ENG
MATH
HIS
GEO chinese

walao a...so many things to do...help...some are report..some homework 4x4
omg...god save me...

few minutes frm now..

i m goin to start the challenge of finish 22 poster in 4 hours....
so cool....
i dunno why teacher is in such a hurry....
tml have to give her b4 12pm...
gotta go in a hurry....haiz...
2ml i din go to scul...so dun have to decorate till 6pm...damn tired...
grandma is still in the hospital...have to visit her in Penang..so i can't go to scul...
miss her so much...
i m still thinking if i m goin back to choir this hols...
because got to go check up...and camp...haiz...bz holiday...
I LOVE IT

posters day....

this day after exam seems like having lots of competition....
can't even catch my breath...dun even have a time to breath for fresh air...
last friday the speech for the speech...
this thursday art competition...hope that i won't get a bad result...
this friday choral speaking screening...(kind of weird first time have this kind of competition..)
today...the teacher who is involve in the decorating group for the open ceremony of our skul 天文台。She combine groups of person. one is our class 6 person....one is prefect...
OUR GROUP 6 ppl...
going to past up 10 poster in 1.5 days that means 36 hours...finish 2 sets of banners, 12 sets of the activiti poster, 8 for the autobiography for the speakers and the contents and title...OMG damn killing me...i m not goin to scul on Monday too...so 2ml gotta get back to scul....make our best to finish what we can...
next tuesday speech competition and singing presentation...(boring)

Must i say that i make it myself...some yeah...but some is being force...
by the way....
I WILL STAND UP..FINISH EVERYTHING I CAN
GAMBATEH...

oh my...the result is coming...scary

today is an enjoying day....teacher just give out the result then let us play with our own...
me gonna hurry up finish my project lo...me and WEI work hard to finish...
my result is okay...improve a lot ...but one subject drop a lot....by the way...so far so good..
i think that dun put so stress study i will get more good result than i study like hell...
so at last i decide to study with fun...just play while no mood to study...
at least i know that i have improve ....and even though the result is bad...i won't sad like last time..cause i really din study hard...everyday sing k...my fren all shake head there..
MATH 85
BM 77
ENG 82 (AT LAST GOT A..)
CHE secret..but pass...high than 70

the recent me...

me looks more boy now..so dun scream when you saw the photo...

okay...here come me...and FEI....so cheecky...lol....

me looks bad.... TENG looks extremly happy....look at her white teeth....

opps...the photo seems to out of frame...sorry bout your face

here comes the photo of naughty us....my technique is not good...sorry for missing you head...thx for the co-operating..i know you work very hard to take this photo...we got NG for 4 times to take a nice view...

sorry for missing out your head again...by the way...we looks good isn't it...trying so hard too..

hey hey....opps....TENG gonna kill me for that....sorry ....pls.i m scare...i told you i m not good..lol

today schedule.....yeah...

today, ya...TENG and FEI came to my house.....
ya..you will be asking why there are just so little ppl....
yes....i m here to scold somebdy, put me aeroplane.....remember....
1, coupling....
1, go dentist...
2, no transpot....
1, said too girly not fun...
1, hostel student...
2, society...

hey so bad....yeah, some did told me a night before 2day, but what bout the others???
the aeroplane there "present" me is damn damn big....

by the way, guess what...me sore throat....soundless..can't speak a lot...no more voice...
because juz now...shouting, screaming, yelling for 2 hours...(not long time...but it's long for a sick person....especially with sore throat recently...)

mum is shaking her head outside when we sing the "live for you" Y2J.....
we sang extremely bad....almost frighten everyone...
firstly we are juz playing with the "dolly" sound...then the key is damnly high...then keep shouting...
hovering around the house then came upstair to watch the " bu liang xiao hua"...
laughing and laughing because the "xiao hua" looks alike with SYUEN....lol...(dun angry when you saw...me, TENG and HUI agree too....)

n3w h@ir cUt...AGAIN

2day go for hair cut again....
you will ask why...i m here to tell you....
these days...the hair in front of my fore head is damn long...so i can't stand then go to change a new hairstyle....
by the way, after shower....my head is so light....seems like dun hav hair....
relax...i really enjoy short hair...i can wash my hair whenever i like ....do anything i like on my hair....
last time when my hair is long....must always let my hair in a good condition...dun dare to touch oso...
now suka suka can make it messy then tidy up again in a few minutes...
like that SHAO WEI la....always mess my hair...last time i can pull his hair...but now he cut a rambutan head..lol...damn funny....
i will upload the photo soon....

2mr last day for exam...yeah....
damn happy...2mr TENG, NATILLE, JIA, HUI, SYUEN, and one more JIA maybe...coming to sing k...lol...got so exciting...my house is goin to rock...
2mr gotta take photo...damn love you guys...
gambateh...
all da best for exam ...
flee for study..tata

one more playing day....

guess what? i m doin bad things again....haiyoyo...
see ,2mr exam, okay...
not yet study.....
watching "fast and furious" so enjoying ya ....
later singing k....2 hours....
my soar throat also disappear..
everybdy is in study mode...but me still relax mode...
2mr exam dying....

later sleep damn early and wake 2mr damn early....study...if not...fail lo....
now mum is still enjoying singing....
actually just now my AUNTS came here....lotz of ppl....my house is bursting....
cousins coming around...take route to sing....if not can't go home...
my uncle and aunt sing like an artist....yeah they take part in DOZENS of competiton...
today's mothers day so wish my mum and everybdy happy mothers' day....

a new blog....

i m goin to open a new blog....
it's my 5th blog......the blog...is a kind of place for you guys to say anything or whatever....
it's my own personal.."BLOG ON AIR"......
this idea came into me yesterday....while i m listening to a song...C'est la vie..
it's a nice song....

Forever is a nice song too...and the lyrics is extremely touching...the music is fantastic..very sullen feeling

here's the lyrics
I stand alone in the darkness
the winter of my life came so fast
memories go back to childhood
to days i still recall

O how happy I was then
There was no sorrow there was no pain
Walking through the green fields
Sunshine in my eyes

I'm still there everywhere
I'm the dust in the wind
I'm the star in the northern sky
I never stayed anywhere
I'm the wind in the trees
Would you wait for me forever
Would you wait for me forever
Will you wait for me forever

here to wish my little brother----happy birthday
Jie jie can't send you a present...so sry...hope you good there....
love you...

hello...exam...wakey wakey...no playing lo

haha, exam coming, no, is examing now...
ok there is few more days to go...this mid year exam me quite relax....i din stress or force myself to study, everyday still goin normal, have a nap then go swimming or play badminton....yesterday me still singing k...lol....
EXAM said:" do you take me seriously. i'm very important you know....wakey wakey, faster study for me la..."
ME:" What la , i know you VERY VERY important, but no use...everytime because of you i get scold or sad....wth are you, you think you very pro?? i dun think so..relax is more important than you...dun you know what is freedom....last exam i study very hard for you ...but what did you give me....a bad result i can't imagine or afford...."
EXAM:" hey dun say till me like this leh...."
ME:" WHO CARES BOUT YOU?? you can ask for feedback..do you think i m the only one who dun like you ....cheh....tak tahu malu....shame shame...

There goes EXAM sobbing in the dark corner.....lol
evryone gambateh lo....

i had put down everything bout you....
wth are you doin is none of my buisness...yeah..(first of all, i'm the one who bother that..dunno why)
changing without you....
you are no more important for me anymore...
i m annoying but you din told me...ya ..somebdy wake me frm this bad dream i had so long...
by the way i m a easy come easy go person...before i put down everything...won't forget to wish you "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"...thanks for everything...

forgetting is not hard....because i m a forgetful person...
then ntg much to do to forget you....yeah...
gotta sleep tata...

sullening day

this time mid year exam...dun have the mood to study, just wondering here and there, playing whole day long, and sleeping......everyone seems to study hard,but just the me, staring at the blue blue sky....

by the way, besides of studying for exam, me bought a book few days ago, it's about the ghost sonata, they are investigating about the spirit that haunted them....wow, so interesting....i even put this story in my composition exam....i create the ending myself, not bad...i like it....

days is passing like hell... why not the time slow down just for an hour that's too terrible, everything is coming to the end soon, few more months later, we are goin to seperate....
maybe i shouldn't be sad, our eight sister, is facing the sister apocalypse...
aiz...what to do, just sit there by myself, write what i wan, do what i wan, just be the individual....
quite enjoying...
kind of missing someone, the New Age music get me a profound sense of melancholy, someone seems to forget me, and i m slowly getting out of the dark side of me...maybe the person is nowhere to be found....ya....hope he is goin good....take care....
fleeing...tata..

我知道了。。。对不起

我们
就这样完了吗？
八朵金花就这样凋谢吗?
我知道我有错
对不起
有时候我是讲话不经大脑
但是我也反省了
对不起。
这个结局我也不想要，
请你们原谅我
如果真的不行
。。。
我也必须承担着后果
婷，对不起，去年那件事，我不是故意说的，是不小心，我的一时糊涂，造成了对你的伤害，对不起
玮，昨天的事情，我向你道歉。

私人的空间，对我不因该侵犯，可是，朋友不是应该坦率吗？？？
就算你们不说，造成的误会，就像这样，我不是故意要这样，可是我似乎被你们遗忘了。
我有时很伤心，为什么你们每次都讲一些不想让我知道的悄悄话，话说我们是八朵金花，不是应该相依为命的吗？我真得很惭愧，昨晚没睡好，为了这件事情，我想了很多东西。。。
捆在我心里，还有许多的事情，每人和我分担。。。。
抱歉，我让你们伤心，失望。。。我会从此消失，我不再听任何你们之间的秘密。
消失，
在没人的街道上
独自承担苦痛
这是我的惩罚
最后
大家的伤口也会愈合

对，玮，说得对，我再也不是一个真诚的朋友。对不起，我伤害了你们。。。。

exam....no feeling

two days later there comes the "scary" "horrible" mid year exam......it's vry important to all of us...but...no choice to get good result...i m not expecting that i can pass with flying colours....no mood to study at all...still sitting there watching tv...reading story books....

i did study , just for awhile...get know of some points..that's all....
feel like losing something....like profound sense of mecholancy.....
admit something...this few days having a weird dreams...saw someone that i miss....and my frens...the great sense of losing them....

yeah, this few days, really living like the zombie...freakening out here....
few days ago, there was a mistake made by me...coz something terrible...crying there...sobbing..
i m really a stupid....
i din really do that to hurt you all...i didn't mean it....
but why dun you all tell me earlier so i realize that....
yeah i know you all scared to tell me but pls la....
now things was going worse....
frenship between us must be rebuild under this misunderstanding statement...
we once said we are 8 sister...now i dun wanna to break this relationship between us....
forgive me that i done something wrong...
always love you guys...